All You GoTTa Do Is JusT ChiLL

It's Been A While

2009-08-11T20:40:00.004+08:00

Hey~ hye to all~its been a while since the owner of this blog updates his blog.... as u can see from the picture above... he is doing well and happy... since he got his very first ikan bebatik :P at serasa,but furst let me introduce my self im adds currently fillin in and was assigned by gzulll to post my materials news updates weather,forcast tide tables etc hehehe if i have time hehe,but for the moment im current posting some of gzuls materials for the time being. so im gonna post my full profile abt my self sooon if i got time......

here are some of the candid moments of gzul..searchn for some thing to eat so focus at the sun glasses what can you seeee?

~: ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CHILL :~

Back again~ :D

2009-03-22T13:13:00.006+08:00

halu halu~ hahaha.. guess whos back. back again~ hahaha..

Since i got nufin to do and its hols time, decided to blog. :D pasal i got a new catch plang tu. hahahahaha.. mun nda, malas tah ku ingau. anyhu, back to fishing again. and guess what? ada record catch baru lagi! haha a big one i must say. Game Fish! Bebatik~

amacam? bulih lah ah~ ahhahaa.. Decided to santai and ngail with my cuzin adol and abang berol. btw, batah dah nda jumpa abang berol. heng nya kali ku ambil atu. from the very moment kail ku kana tarik ani, mengabak brabis bah! kajar2 bah lutut ah. hahaha mcm kan rabah ganya nda lagi. tangsi ku g nipis. kan menangis ada jua ku. hahaha after 10+ min 'main' dengan ikan ani, tumpas jua ia. hahaha.. alhamdulillah. berkat kesabaran. hahaha. called mum after that sekali apa nah? mau tia jua kan datang. mengail tah kami. hujan ribut turun, alum jua bisdiorang kan balik. baru moral support. hahaha tuesday ani? mama bawa ke sangkar pelumpung. mau tia jua kan belurih. mana mo kalah.. hahahah

Fishing Trip~

2008-12-10T20:53:00.011+08:00

Went for supposedly 'successful' fishing trip.. Hehe.. No big fishes. Just few little ones and missed fishes.. Sigh. But we gained experience and most importantly joy! The journey starts at 3 am ends 8ish pm.

First, Danau, Tutong. (no pic)

Second, Lumut

Third, Anduki. (no pic)

Fourth, Lorong 7. Kuala Belait

Lastly, Kampung Melayu Asli. Kuala Belait

We did go to few shops and building we've never been to.. Siuuuuk lah jala-jalan.. Kenali negara sendiri~

EJ cari nasi katok.. Payah cari d Seria ah!

Why no fishes? Air kabut.. Rainy season~ Sigh~
Cant wait to hold them big fishes agen.. :S

Exams Bah...

2008-11-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy busy... :D & Spending most of my time with my PJ family~ :)

Kelab Pendidikan Jasmani Hari Raya Celebration~

2008-10-31T03:47:00.009+08:00

Was a very tiring day.
Being a photographer for a function is not an easy thang to do.
After this function, i found out my camera have some problems.
Gotta send it for repair.

PJ Tahun III (AJK)

Below: Some of the pix..
You can see more from Farah's blog~

Lastly, Player for Life~
Hahahahahaha..

Pusat Ehsan~

2008-10-30T16:09:00.003+08:00

Stumbled across this video on You Tube.. Heartfelt. Powerful. Must See. Support Pusat Ehsan!

Menu: Ambuyat!

2008-10-21T00:18:00.004+08:00

Nyum Nyum!! Was gonna have teh tarek session with Helmi n the hostel boys.. But mum called me suruh balek rumah makan ambuyat!!! Atu ya.. Cudnt resist so i had to cancel the minum-minum session.. :P Batah bah nda makan ambuyat.. Specially made by Nene lagi.. Wow! Kuahnya?! Phewwww.. Melatup! Ada 2 kuah. Satu with Tempuyak, Satu with asam thinge kali. Damn it made me sweat! Lauk goreng gi nyaman! Lauk berabus lagi! Nasi Briyani g pas atu! Brabisly nyaman lah.. Macam satisfaction highest level lah! Mcm if i was to die, i'd die smiling! Siapa kan minta tumpahi ambuyat, gitau saja~ Hahahaa..

Au Lait~

2008-10-18T00:39:00.005+08:00

Tryna do our work this very moment.. Me and Helmi.. Hahaha biasa~ Presentation esuk pagi around 8 and we just started doing our paper work. Yup Yup... Thats the only thang we havent improved.. Kalau punctuality, we're better now! i think.. :) Anyhu, earlier we went to Hatul's open house.. Iatah kami chill pakai cara melayu ani..

Tiqah and Rohaya~ Au Lait's~

Semalat Rahi Yara~

2008-10-11T00:48:00.015+08:00

Hahaha.. Raya's been good this year. Much much much betterr.. Hehehe.. :) Awu! Banar~ Let the pictures tell you the story lah ah.. Lalah buiii...~~ :D

Last Night of Ramadhan~

Put on the 'pelita' i sponsored this year~ Hahaha.. Khairuldin helped me out after we had our last Chillin' Teh Tarik session during Ramadhan.. :)

Night before Raya~

Takbeer Aidilfitri at Jame Asr' Mosque with friends. Then switched places to Sultan Omar Ali Saifuddien Mosque. Then enjoyed watching non-stop fireworks while sipping Teh Tarik at Kianggeh. Went home and then spend time with the family while playing fireworks. Not suprisingly my eldest brother was the most eager person to play it that night. hahahaha...

Hari Raya Aidilfitri~

Woke up suprisingly early. hahaha unlike past years.. I had to be shouted and honked at. haha.. Went to the Mosque really early and continued Takbeer-ing.. Went there with Abg Basar and Dad. 2nd Bro? Hehehe Abang Angah was there already and he read the Khutbah Raya.. :) He is really improving now.. Compared to his past Khutbahs. After finish sembahyang and all, minta maaf to Dad dapan masjid and kissed both cheeks.. Haha.. Gilerrr, if it was a movie, or if u guys were there, i bet you guys would be crying hard.. Hahaha..

** Note: Abang made us eat 3 kurma before we go to Raya Prayers. He said its Sunah Nabi.. :)

After Raya Prayers, went home and food awaits! Mum was outside and we went sraight to her and minta maaf~ :) Hahaha.. Abang was over to the max! I only gave mum kisses on her cheeks and salam. Hahaha know what he did? He sat down, hugged my mom's legs and started crying for forgiveness.. Hahaha.. I know i know~ He was only joking.. Then we went to have our Raya Breakfast.. The food was kinda heavy so i think it can also be categorized with early lunch~ :P

Ah, kanyang lari tia~ Kekeke..

Dad with his new Nokia Communicator~

Then after that, we went to Kubur at Sungai Panga.. It was a long way. Usually we go by boat through Kampong Ayer, but this year macam malas and hot weather. So we drove there saja.. Conflicts between dad's family got better this year.. Less fights and now they're together as family again. :) Didn't go to mulah nene house at Kampung Ayer coz dad wasnt feeling well. So we went back home straight.

Then Mama, Alai and Me nyanyi-nyanyi! Hehehe.. Entah kenapa but we wanted to sing. Mama lagi melayan.. :D Happy kali? Hahaha.. Tapi macam inda jua.. Sedih2 bah lagunya~ :P

Atu feel raya tuu.. Hahaha

In the afternoon, we went to Lambak. My mom's side granny place.. Ate again! Then met up 'Babu Nurul' sana jua.. Hahaha.. 1st time terjumpa 1st Day raya~ Hahaha.. Then i went to Fireworks Shop at Bengkurong with Alai for Fireworks shopping~ :P

Babu Nurul a.k.a. Babu Basar~
Marung jua eh~ hahahaa

Babu Damit~ Kekeke..

Babu Pemalu~ Hahahaha..

2008-10-02T05:51:00.003+08:00

Suara takbir sayup kedengaran memecahkan hening malam. Disambung pula di pagi subuh. Hari raya kini tiba sebagai hari kemenangan bagi umat Islam. Kesedihan dan kebahagiaan sama-sama dirasa. Kesedihan habisnya bulan suci bulan Ramadhan dan kebahagiaan setelah Alhamdulillah mengharungi lautan samudera yang deras dengan hawa nafsu. Kini terdengar laungan azan Subuh memberitahu diri akan hadirnya satu hari lagi dalam hidup ini. Semangat baru ditusukkan ke dalam jiwa, semangat lama diingatkan dan semangat hari esok dinantikan.

Ku sambut Hari Raya tahun ini dengan penuh kesederhanaan tapi dengan hati yang penuh gumbira. Ku bermohon agar amal ku dan sekalian umat Islam diterima, ku berdoa agar dipanjangkan umur, supaya dapat lagi bertemu dengan Ramadhan seterusnya. Terdengar aku suara takbir raya lagi dikumandangkan.. Hingga kini saja luahan hatiku..

Selamat Hari Raya pada umat Islam sekalian. Ku ucapkan syabas kepada yang mampu menahan hawa nafsu di bulan Ramadhan.. Pada yang kurang berkemampuan, masih ada masa untuk memperbaiki sifat mu.. Sekali lagi, Selamat Hari Raya. Ku pohon maaf darimu, zahir dan batin. Hati-hati berhari-raya..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh~

2008-10-02T01:34:00.006+08:00

Besok Hari Raya~ Hehehe.. :) Sorry fer the low quality videos..

Hahaha... Siuuuuuuuukk!!

1st Takbir Raya ani~

Another Family Outing~

2008-10-01T01:07:00.007+08:00

It happened b4 puasa plang.. Due to laziness and business.. Baru tah kan di post.. :P anyhu, we just wanted to chill and fish at the same time kan. Remember my family is involved in my fishing hobby sudah? Hehehe.. So... Mum wanted to go to the sea to fish. We discussed about it for quite sometime and finally everyone agreed. Hehehe.. Let the pix speak for itself.. :D

Our destination..

Hehe.. Mama caught her 1st fish! hehe yay!

Total fishes? Nopee.. Still loads more in the cool box~ :)

OoooOoo Laaadddddaaaayyyyy~

2008-09-19T03:43:00.008+08:00

We've got 'our' song already~ How progressive.. Bwahahahha.. :D Kan kan? It's 'built to last'.. Yeap the one ur listening now (if u dun pause that is). Awww.. How sweet.. Kekekeke.. First chillin session with her~ Nice to have someone new in your life kan? Aint it right? Hehehe.. Especially someone with purrty smile and big purrrty eyes u just cant stop staring at.. :D Hahaha.. i bet she'd be all crazily mad about this post. She can't do anything abt it, can she? hahahaha..

I've looked for love in stranger places
but never found someone like you
someone whose smile
makes me feel i've been holding back
and now there's nothing I can't do

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last
it's built to last

all of our friends
saw from the start
so why didn't we believe it too?
now look, where we are
you're in my heart now
and there's no escaping it for you

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last

walking on the hills at night
with those fireworks and candlelight
you and i were made to get love right

cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built to last

cause you are the sun in my universe
consider the best when we felt the worst
and most of all, most of all
most of all, most of all,
most of all. most of all
it's built to last

Rajed eh! Kan kan?

2008-09-18T16:30:00.004+08:00

Posh and Becks are among the stars immortalized in toy bricks to celebrate the 30th birthday of Lego people.

Posh & Beckham

Amy Winehouse!

Get Well Soon Pa~

2008-09-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

Was asleep the whole morning.. Went out for Bowling Club at 2. Then bought food for the family di Lambak. Came home for sungkai and found out dad's sick.. Day by day with new allergies as if he can't eat much nowadays. His favorite foods all are restricted. Sigh.. Hope everything's gonna be fine. I pray for your good health Pa.. I hope you get well soon.. Amin..

Angelina Jolie~

2008-09-17T04:37:00.004+08:00

From The Sun Papers-

ANGELINA JOLIE shows she’s always been a beauty – in snaps taken of her at sweet 16.

The stunning shots were done when she was trying to get modelling work in London.

Now 33, the Tomb Raider star has at least 13 tattoos.

A source admitted: “She has changed a lot over the years – but she has always been very beautiful.”

Now? Still hot!!! Grrrr...

Oi oi oi.. Aku ke Miri!

2008-09-15T17:24:00.007+08:00

Hahaha.. Salam~ Oi!!! Aku ke miri kemarin~ Hehe.. Sajabah jalan2. Santai2. Chill2. Bwahahaa.. Aku sama si Din. (www.elmo23.blog.brunet.bn) hehehe.. See that 'brunet.bn'? Saja kan mengiklankan. Give it a visit..
Anyhu, kamek brangkat dari rumah ard 12. Sampai b4 2 then start shoppin till sungkai. Then sambung g shopping till 8ish pm. Then balek~ Hehehe.. Skajap kan? Anyhu,

Motif Utama Perjalanan : Membali Boxers and Briefs!

Haha.. Si Din tu.. Adakah~ Brabis bah ia membali. Aku ikut lah jua.. I got 2 Boxers. and 3 sporty Tanga Briefs.. Hehehe. ia? 1 boxer ganya kali. hahaha. Sal nada Saiz.. Others apa ah? Hmm.. I bot shades, Famous Amos, Secret Recipe, and bajus.. :)

Btw, SECRET RECIPE BUKA DAH DI MIRI!!!!!!

Excited jua ku tu.. Nyaman bah cake-cake nya.. Nyum!! And guess what? We sungkai-ed di Deli France! I ordered Chicken Arabiatta and Din ordered Pasta De Frostierre.. Marvelous!! Nyaman ani bah~ Campur gi side dishes of garlic breads and croissant and bla bla bla.. Nyum!

Chicken Arabiatta

Pasta De Frosttiere

Sigh.. Low quality picture for a high quality food.

Aku ada.........

2008-09-15T16:46:00.008+08:00

Hehehe.. Aku ada kucing baru~

Namanya Dayangku Sarah~ :D

Lagi... Aku ada.....

Kawan Baru~
Haha excited ani bah~

Sorang Galpreng c Faizi..

Namanya BeL

Sorang X-Gf ku.. ;) (ada cetanya tuu)

Namanya? Entah ah. Aku panggil ia Kaka atau Si Tuha.. Kadang, Alai..
Bwahaha... Shaits. awu ah~ Aku nda tau what i call you.
i know its Fadh tapi mcm formal kan?
Sayang Alai saja..
Bwahahahhaa....

Kota Keriangan Trip~

2008-09-15T02:25:00.004+08:00

Went to Kota Keriangan again. Hehe.. It was not as much as fun as the 1st trip, but it was okay. Just stayed there for 1 day. Gila, rushing ani bah! Hahaha.. Begambar pun nda banyak. it was on the 10/08/08! Haha.. Peeps who went was me, Helmi, Harry and Agus Suprianto. :D

One of the main objectives was eat as much as we can! :p As long as Helmi is there with me, we can eat lots and lots of food! Hahaha.. That night we were craving for salai foods. and ikan bakar! Nyum! Hmmm, ada lagi ceta bah, p mcm lupa jua ku.. What else happened ah? It was last month kali ah~ Bulieeeh~ Anyhu, ani saja for now lah.

Somehow~

2008-09-08T05:50:00.003+08:00

Somehow i miss this lady! Hm.. u've been missing lady! Walaupun degree udah~ Hahaha...

Lalalalala~ UBD Re-opens~

2008-08-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

Woke up ard 7ish. Damn it felt funny waking up early in the morning. Usually at 8am, i go to sleep. Hahaha.. and damn it was hard for me to sleep last night. Ended up sleeping ard 4am. Sigh. Have to change my sleeping time lagi~ Blame it on the 3 month holiday! :P Anyhu, know what? I woke up then tarus2 sing~ Hari pertama masuk sekolah~ Bwahahha pacah!

Anyhu, dint do much while at UBD. Just eye-washing, meet friends, chill and chill and chill... Hahaha. Went to Gerai Mandan ard 10 kali to makan. Then went back UBD and thats when we decided to watch a movie. Chill g kajap and then kumpul di hostel ard 2pm. Lalah plang jua rasanya. Tapi, chill saja kan. Liat movie Mummy 3~ Sucks! #1 and #2 lagi siuuukk. The girl lagi bukan ia. Boooriinggg~ Nisha joined jua. There was Helmi, Rauf, Amin, Me and Nisha. Then after movie, we went to Kianggeh to makan arah the 'Kerang Bakar' thinge gerai. Boleh lah~ Then minum-minum di sana till ard 10.15pm.

Hahahahaha.. The night eventful brabish lah! Haha..

1st.

There was a guy ngangkat tangan macam kenal kami masa otw ke kerita. Then kami angkat balik lah. Then ia approach kami saying things. Saying, mama and bapanya baru divorce, he was from his dad di Temburong, mamanya tinggal di rumah seorang, he's starving and ol. Then ia minta antarkan ke tempat patung ayam di Tungku. At first i dint want to. Takut2 he wanna rob or something. But kesian jua usulnya. Thot of it, and finally i agreed. I was thinking like im doing a good thing. Biarkan tia kalau ia kan buat apa2. Atleast im doing a good deed kan? So yeah, mengantar tah kami ia.. Iatabah, alasan ku awal kan nda mau ngantar ia was "kami kan jumpa org lagi di bandar". So on the way ngantar ia, i asked Helmi to text c Din, so to tell Din im gonna be a lil bit late ngambil ia. Like i did that so that the orang tadi inda kecil hati. Hahahaha.. Guess what??? Helmi banar2 msg c Din. Hahaha bangang jua si Din tu.. Bwahahahhaa.. c Helmi lambat click! Sudah abis the guy keluar baru tah ia click! Bwahahaha atu ya!

2nd

I sent off rauf, helmi and amin ke hostel kan.. Then keluar tah kami dari keta kan chill chill skajap. Then Rauf membuka kerita nya lah ah.. Then si Helmi ani ketawa tarus2. Ketawa brabis bah.. Mcm nda jua ku tau kenapa tu! Skali suruhnya ku liat lesen kerita si rauf ani kan.. hahaha atu ya! Jua inda mau buka! C rauf complain2 kerita nya nda mau buka. Bwahahaha.. Jua lagi! Salah kerita ani bah! Bwahahahhahaha.. Awu~ Lalah membuka tu.. Nya c Helmi, patutah ada org meliat banar2 tadi masa c rauf tried to buka d car.. Kerita kawannya kali.. Hahahha.. Atu ketawa kami brabis. Paning bah c rauf ah. Mauk kerang bakar ani bah! Bwahahaha..

Banyak plg lagi kan di ceritakan.. Tapi mcm lalah tia jua abang ani.. Abang ok.. Alai bah~ Bwahahaha.. Esuk lagi kuliah.. Lalaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~ Bah eh adios amigos eh! Kan tidui abang..
Salam~

Phew~ Hols finally over~

2008-08-04T00:07:00.010+08:00

Finally esuk skulah! or kuliah.. :P Mcm siuk jua, mcm inda jua.. Tapi i think 70% siuk lah.. Mcm malas jua kan becerita ani. Str8 to the point lah ah.

How i spent my hols:

1. I surely did well being a fisherman.
2. Photography? Just a bit.
3. Worked as Pegawai Kajian JPKE for 2 weeks.
4. Chilled out a lot!
5. ......??

Aiiikk.. Inda banyak rupanya ku buat cuti ani. Hahaha.. Well i seemed to spend most of my time fishing i guess.. Hahahaha.. Achievements? Check it out~

Biggest Catch So Far.. 7Kgs Pari~

And loads other fishes which i dint get to take picture of it. Hehe.. When balik-balik dapat ikan small atu, mcm sangal jua begambar. Tapi mun basaaaa! hatu ya! bwahaha.. Well its quite an achivevement for the 3 months time right? And places i went? Shaits, some anglers might not have been there.. Hehehe.. Places i went to fish?? Sg Teraban, Kuala Belait. Pelumpung Island, Muara. Ujung Batu Putus, Muara. Pantai Serasa. Kuala Tanah Jambu. Pantai Tungku. Feri Lama, Tutong. Kpg Danau, Tutong. Sg Matan. Sg Pintu Malim. Tambing. Sg Batu Marang. Pengkalan Si Babau. Makam Diluba. Serdang. and Cement Muara..

Pheww.. Quite a lot huh? Yet, so many places more i havent gone to. Now that UBD reopens, its time to reduce the fishing hobby a bit.. :)

Twisted Knee~

2008-08-03T01:33:00.004+08:00

Siiighh.. I remember i had a post writting a letter to my knee. Saying how i miss it and all. The healthy it.. Sigh.. Last Monday, we had a friendly match against the Tanah Jambu team. The weather was fine and all. Had a good mood. Despite most PJ players dint come. Them with their own reasons. So PJ members who came were helmi, gat, ezam, haji mahrin, rauf and I. Others on the team? Putik2 saja..

Iatabah! My story ah~ I injured myself lagi when i thot my knee is getting better and better. It got injured lagi. A miss step and i slip. There goes again, the pain i really really hate. It produced a cracking sound and the pain was so unbearable. But compared to the first injury back a year ago? The first one was hell! I went pitam for 3 seconds and grabbed the ground really hard. How can i be a successful P.E teacher or better yet a sportsman with these kinda injuries? It really disapoints me. Now im gonna try to go to treatments. Go to specialists. Tomorrow? im gonna go 'Bebakam' arah cina berangan. well wish me luck..

Knee problems are rili hard to recover. Thats what experienced people and doctors say. Even my lecturer asked me to rest my knee for atleast 3 months. Sigh! When u are a sportsman, even 3 days without sports is unbearable! ahaha over~ But its true! What scares me is also my brother's friend, got a screw attached in his knee because of knee injury. Shaits! Hell no! Im gonna try to get this knee fixed! No matter what! But no screws.. :) Haha.. Ani baru luahan ah~

Btw, we drew 4-4 after 90 mins. I played first half and a bit of 2nd half. Contributing 2 sensational assists to make it 2-0 at half time.. :) Salam..

Family outing~

2008-07-28T14:18:00.002+08:00

Heyasss.. I never expected mum wud ever come join me fishing! Hahaha.. Yeap! Like she is always against me fishing. Thinking i might do drugs while out fishing and thinking it'd be dangerous for me. Fear of me drowning or sumhow die! Haha.. Well uknow? In 5 days, she joined me fishing twice!

First masatu was at 330am! Hahaha never expected she'd wake up that hour just to go out and fish! Hahaha.. i mean its early in the morning! I even talked abt it with my sis. Like why all of a sudden? Then my sis came up with this theory.. "mama slalu against abg kan. Maybe now ia mau share the same interest with abang. Like abang been out most of the time. Long hours to fish. Ia rindu kali.." Hahaha.. true plang iv been busy with ol this fishing.. So yeah, now im happy she understands one of my addiction. She joined yday jua.. Hehe.. Mcm siuk jua meliat mama and daddy fishing atu.. mcm romantic. Ke ujung batu, duduk2 together.. Hehe been a while i havent seen them like that. And now guess what? This wednesday we going to the sea pakai boat basar. Just to fish.. Hehehe..

Mcm meriah bah fishing life ku nowadays. sudah nya turun, amit, abang, wifeynya, dad, imah and hubbynya, usu jua sama hubby nya... Hahaha.. Riuh sekampung.. Actually i learnt quite loadsa thangs fishing ani. Such as now im more independant, know how the tide goes, wider knowledge abt fishes and bla bla bla.. U peeps shud try it.. Banar!

Horoscopes again~

2008-07-27T21:07:00.003+08:00

Friendster Horoscope for July 27, 2008

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]
Gemini
The Bottom Line

You're hit with a big dose of flirtatious energy -- use it for all you're worth.

In Detail

You know, the universe doesn't always care if you're looking for romance or not. Some days (like today), you just get a big ol' dose of flirtatious energy. Consider yourself lucky to be blessed like this, and start using that energy! Smile at as many cuties as you can -- and maybe at some not-so-cuties, too! You're all about making other people feel good, which in turn will make you feel good, too. Blow kisses to grumpy-looking folks and watch their frown turn upside down.

Haha these horoscopes! are they real? haha.. how do they know? Hahaha.. damn ur right horos! Flirtatious energy? Wow.. Rugged bunyinya eh.. Kan? Haha.. As u can see iv bold the important sentences in it. As i sed in my past post, im not emotionally available. and guess it says now? Doesnt care if im looking for sum1 o not. Haha. Hm, the "making people happy makes me happy too" is damn right too! what am i trying to say ere? Hehe.. entah eh. But maybe its a sign, i should be flirting. Trying my luck. Might be sum1 out there for me kan? Like 'THE one"..

Horoscope..

2008-07-23T03:55:00.003+08:00

Haha i dun believe in these thangs.. Just wanna post it up..

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]
Gemini

The Bottom Line

One of your newest acquaintances will be a very important person in your future.
In Detail

Today, take special note of the many people you will meet -- because one of your newest acquaintances could turn into a very important person in your future. Whether they're your new love, your new boss, or your new neighbor isn't going to be clear for a while, but this person will be a force to be reckoned with. Doors are opening for you, and you should not hesitate to rush right through them. The time for research, planning and waiting is over.

Hahahaha.. damn! That last part~ The time is over? How does it know im single? haha.. Horoscope! Ur wrong! Although im single, i aint searching. not planning. and definitely not waiting! Or maybe, deep inside i am. Hahaha.. I dunt know..

Well to be honest, thangs are going on pretty well now. Life hasnt been this great! and it makes me not emotionally available. Hehe.. Not even a physical relationship! Na-uh! Hahaa.. Im talking sh*t am i? haha.. Waaaa kul 4am rupanya!

But again, im scared i might not open up again. Damn i dun wanna be some old single guy! Hahaha.. Thats sad kan! Like now i have no interest on getting a relationship. i see gurls now as friends. not lovers. That scares me a lot! Haha.. it sounded gay kan! Nooooooooooooooooooo...... Hahaha.. and im scared i might lose my touch. But i recall what shimmy told me. That im not gna ever lose my touch. Haha true that baby! A gentleman will always be a gentleman kan?

well maybe... Just maybe... My heart will open up again. and il make sure its for a very special one.. I know for sure that someone has the most beautiful smile. Like what Anis used to say.. I made her smile like a looney sometimes.. :P which is a good thang.. You'll get great feeling when u make people u love smile kan? kan? But for now, im gna enjoy my single life first.. Get to know people.. Learn new things then apply it for future use. The right woman! :D

Pesta Sukan Keluarga Pg Haji Matarsad~

2008-07-20T23:47:00.021+08:00

15th July 2008.. Kamek punya keluarga ada itu Pesta Sukan.. Hehe.. Not realy pesta sukan lah. More like picnic with activities.. :) Hm, just 6 families involved. Keluarga Haji Zaini, Pg Emran, Pg Shahipol, Awg Zukifli, Awg Ismail and Keluarga Pg Mohamed.

It was fun! Our very 1st time to do that kinda thang. Hehe.. Kan ngilangkan stress kali dorang. Prizes pun ada! Every each family sponsor prezzies.. There were kids, sadang kids, adults, married people and veteran categories.. Happening lah jua. Lotsa laughters, joy and happiness.. Thats wats important kan? :D Enjoy d pix lah k..

Hehe.. This is a video when all games were played and prizes were given.. Fun fun fun!!

Kay Bee Trip~

2008-07-14T15:51:00.007+08:00

On the 9th, we went Kay Bee.. 4 jejaka bandar meluaskan lagi pandangan dengan mengembara ke bandar lain.. cheewah. Hahaha.. We took some quality pix. Haha.. Nice.. Sumthng to look at nanti when we grow old. Kan kan? Then we went to eat di Bucanear Steak House.. All time favorite! Nyum nyum! Then jalan2 chill2.. round2 lah.. Kaybee kali ah. Its not slalu we go there kan. infact! It was Haji Mahrin's first time ke Kaybee!!

Just for laughs~ :D

2008-07-12T02:23:00.001+08:00

Hahaha so cute~

Hahaha really! So dramatic!

Atu sadih anjingnya..

Team Bonitos in action..

2008-07-11T23:07:00.006+08:00

Hehe remember the post about my boots? Hehe.. just got the picture from fahmiabas.multiply.com. Our official photographer. Ya'll should visit his page. He's a very talented photographer. He used to work for Brunei Times. And he also took abang's wedding pictures.. :)

Btw, highlight of the match was abang basar's spectacular finish. Haha.. He shot just outside the penalty box and beat the keeper. He ran away to celebrate and uknow what he did? He buka his baju and keep on running.. Bounce bounce! (im talking about my eldest brother) :D Well he usually celebrate that way if he score good goals or important ones. I admire his confidence.. You go bro!

For Mama~

2008-07-11T22:29:00.007+08:00

We had a bbq for mama last time.. Bila kah tu.. dun remember ah. Its for mama's successful operation.. Plus untuk santai-santai.. Batah dah nda bbq drumah. Slalunya picnic di pantai.. Yang ada, my familee, usu's familee, ngangah's familee, imah's familee, mit in's family and nene..

Bandar Outing~

2008-07-11T21:57:00.004+08:00

Went out with Adul (my cuzin) to take sum pictures di Bandar. Unfortunately, most of the cucul balum buka. And still streets are still filled with Bandaran trucks.. People still tryna decorate the Bandar. Ruined my mood. Bida jua tu ada truck ampai-ampai.. So took just few pix..

Pulau Pelumpong~

2008-07-06T21:35:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was a very hectic day. But funny how short time goes by nowadays. Nda kerasahan bah hari berlalu pergi ah. Aste. Well i was layan-ing rasa memancing all day long. Actually it started the day before jua. 2 days of non-stop fishing! Well, someone yang nda minat might think its boring. But i had fun.

The day before went fishing w judin. Then pagi bangun with judin lagi d sg matan. Then sambung g with Aiman and Badud ke Pulau Pelumpong around 2. Sampai 7pm. Then baru ani baru balik dari Sg Besar and Sg matan g with Adul. Hahaha.. Lalah? Adalah sikit.. Anyhu, Pelumpong was a new experience for me. Pakai boat kesana. Then mengail by the sea lagi. More types of fishes.. :) Catch of the day! Below.. wooooo basar yo~ 3-4kgs kali.. 7 minutes of good fishing.. Steady man!

Btw, i fell down the rocks masa kan balik. Ato sakit! I fell on my butt.. Haha.. I got 4 cuts on my leg cuz of that fall.. Shaits! But im okay~ chill saja~

Aiman during battle!

I made him sing for the video! hahaha.. Baibun bah man!

Sigh.. No big fish yet for me.. :) but it will come.. Fishing needs patience.. :) Don't stop believing.

Just Realised..

2008-07-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

:) yesterday i just realised sumthn. Well it's nuthing really. But i just wanna post it. Yesterday, sumthn opened up my mind. That incident made me 'see' again.. Iv been adoring, admiring and always feel amazed by this certain gurl. She did lotsa stuff that hurts me but still i adored her. No longer baby~ Ive been a fool for putting your position amongst people i love..

Think abt this peeps. Imagine~~

Iv been doin lotsa stuff for this gurl. Iv been there thru her downs. I gave her strength and confidence. Iv took so much care for her much better than i took care of myself. Iv spent a lota cash on her too. And iv spent so much time for her. I tried to do the impossibles just for her.. Sigh. Peeps, its not kata-kata. I swear to god i wasnt insincere. All i need was just a simple thank you.. Feel me?

But hey! Everythings fine now. Now i know, how ungrateful she is. How bitchy she can get. Truly, she IS a bitch! Haha whore~ Anyhu, sorry for the language. And now, im thankful ur outta my life! Well, not entirely.. But yeah~ Ur kinda outa my life..

After this post, i have no offense against u. Astaghafirullah. Im sorry. Had to let it out. Ko jua bah, nda chill.. Apa salahnya u appreciate me sumtimes. Its always been hard for u huh?

Aint it a beauty!

2008-07-02T23:54:00.003+08:00

Aint it a beauty? Yuhuh~ Damn it is!

Listen up first. The story began last night. Abang bawa main bowling. When i picked his bowling balls arah bunk nya, he showed me these boots. Dint rili care until noon tadi. Haha.. was just trying my luck really. Texted abang basar saying "Bang, kalau kau beduit, balikan ku stupur total 90 untuk main karang malam". Well i texted abang angah too..

Guess who called after 8 minutes? Abang basar! Haha.. what did he say? "Bah ko dmana ni? Dimana ko kan membali stupur ani? Abang kan abis dah main bowling ni." Well the place siring sana jua kan, Gills Sport di Bangunan Kuning. I rushed tarus antar anti ke Hospital Rimba and then drove fast to Gills Sport. Phew, it was a very short trip.. :P Alai was with me jua. She tried to talk with me and i just said yeah. And then few mins after that i asked what she was saying. Hahaha.. Total 90 was on my mind dah kali ah..

Abang paid for it and damn i was happy! Ive never been this happy lately. I was so happy that i used my cash on buying alai fun donuts she was craving for. anikan kapeh dah.. Hahaha.. Well atleast we both happy. Eh, anti pun happy pasal lapas atu kami ambil ia d hospital then bawa ia round Brunei.. Hahaha.. Happy ia nda kaja tapi last last, ia gtau ia mau balik pasal pakaian banyak lagi kan di strikahnya.. Hahaha Ato commited! Well thats about it.. eh eh eh, the Football match!

We played against team cuzin bini abang. Kaka ipar ku lah tu punya cuzins. anyhu, theres this dude, cari klaie.. Hahaha mental ia arah ku. ia cakap, "kalau kan main, main tani di luar"... hahaha pikir gagar tah ku tu? Layan! Aku ON! Hahaha tapi abang gtau aku, yg dlawan ani cuzin kaka sunny. Biarkan tia lah ia mental.. In the end abang cakap dgn dorang team atu, the guys pun nda brapa tau ia. Kana bawa2 saja.. hahaha.. patutah. Nda skulah kali. Kalah psychology dah tu.. well, they loss.... 7-2!!! Bwahahahaha...

Miri Hols~

2008-07-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Ma's operation went well. It took 90mins. Everythang's fine now. Tho she cant do heavy stuff at the mo'. No badminton yet. :) Rest dulu ma ah~ Hehehehe..

I was telling my lil sis few days ago that she's really lucky now that ma and dad's relationship is goin on well. Frankly saying, when my brothas and me were growing up, we went thru hell. Parents having lotsa fights and arguements. Lotsa times parents nearly broke up. :) but thankfully and im grateful it dint happen. Alhamdulillah past few years, everythang goin on really well. Awesome! :D Now they spend a lot of time together. And they even watched movie at the cinema together. Well it was a new thang for me coz i havent seen them do that before. Lotsa picnics and barbeques now. Lotsa holiday trips together. And much more~ :D

Ngaleh pa? Hehehe

Cuzins

Reason im posting this is just to show my love and care to both me parents. Especially ma, whu just had her operation. 31st May, we went to Miri for hols. Abang ikut jua. Supposedly to have some private time and enjoy the hotel room. Hahaha roite~

Stayed in Marriot Hotel. We had 3 rooms. Tapi masa awal2, ada problem sikit. So the hotel asked us to have a 'drink' at their cafe. We ended up spending around RM200 on food and drinks at the cafe. Hahaha biar ia. Hotel bayar.. Sapa suruh beulah..

Abang kusut jua pasal mama pakai biliknya to serve food for everyone. Haha room nya bebau ayam merah, daging rendang, telur masin, lauk masin and others. Hahaha.. Wow! Enjoying the hotel room huh? Hahaha.. But i ges they were fine. As long he has his wifey kan? Aww... so sweet~

Mama and Dad swimming saja ah. Mama kana ajar oleh daddy. So sweet.. Dad orang kpg ayer kali ah. Mama org darat~ :D Sama jua abg basar ajar wifey nya. Aku ajar siapa? Aku ajar diri ku sendiri lah! wahahaha.. Well, i was busy taking pictures..

Apa tu? Belurih? Kekeke...

Steady pa~ Hahaha...

Other thangs happened? Hmm, mama kana suruh lap meja d this kadai. Hahaha berani ia. Ato mama macam marah. But she kept her cool. My bad for choosing a bad garai. I was just craving for seafood and dad brought us there. Ceh.. Hmm, Bro bot new bowling ball. Haha.. Yeap he's rili into it now. He bot anotha one recently d S'pore btw.

So cute~

Overall, I enjoyed the short holiday. Happy to feel the love around me. Happy for them love birds. Ma, Dad, Abang, Kaka Sunny. :D

Expression

2008-06-15T14:53:00.002+08:00

Tears dripping. Yea, i do cry. This is the other side of my life. Besides being happy ol d time. I do have problems as everyone else jua. So sad, so disapointed, so tired, so entah.. Have u ever had the worse day in ur life? i think mine, today is one of it. Sigh.. Unwanted text msgs sent to me last nite. Then just now argued with mum and dad making the whole house bising.

Have u ever felt misjudged? Hate it when that happend. Worse, have you ever felt how bad you are for arguing with your mom yang kan operation in 3 days? Yeap i know that feeling.. It fcukin hurts and makes u feel ur stupid and ungrateful.

"masa damit ganya ko kan bemanja sama aku, masa basar nda lagi ko pandai ada". This is one of the things what ma said to me when we argued. At that moment, my heart beats faster and tears drippin out more. Yea true i miss being a kid sometyme. Now that ur older, u have more responsiblities and there are some things u are restricted to do w ur mum. But you know ma, I will always love you ma..

Haters, you can shut ur mouth up if u think this post is too much. Appreciate ur parents when they're still around. Love them when u still have the chance. I know this post is a lil bit too much. Contradicting w 'Chill saja' theme. :) But uknow, life isn't always sweet...

Unedited Pixies~

2008-06-04T21:59:00.006+08:00

Sigh~ really need photoshop...

Btw, at the mo' im busy going to taklimats/briefings for my "job".. So yeah, i think im not gna be able to update much. :) *streesssing* But im okay~ Mun namanya kraja nitu. Bah see u when i see u.. Salam~

Mesmerized~

2008-05-31T23:17:00.004+08:00

Batah plang udah ceta ani. Just got the pix from me sis. Happened last 2-3 weeks when i went to Limbang with Alai and Daddy. Let the pix tell ya'll the story lah ah.. Kekekkee...

Whooooaaah.. You so sweet.. Skin so fair and lovely. So smooth sum more.. Ur face ah, so sweeett mah.. Whoooaaahh.. So angel-ish.. Whoooaaah, the smile ah? Whoooooaaahh so nice mah. So sweeet. So mesmerizing mah. If im gna see you again, i'd definitely will approach u lady. In a gentlemen and sweet way that is.. :D Whooooaahhh, you so fiiiiinneeee~

Tapikan, aku mcam pernah liat bah ia ani. Macam pernah jadi student ku masa PTS jua.. Aste. Aste. Aste~ Aku chill saja lah masa ani. Kalau kejumpahan, aste. Atu bana~ Aste. Ay ay ay... Don't get me wrong peeople~ I tak mata keranjang, i bukan orang tak senonoh. Tapi seseorang yang mengagumi kecantikan yang dikurniakan oleh Allah Subhanahu Wataala.. :)

Salam~

My Fishing Story Begins~

2008-05-29T15:23:00.006+08:00

Hahaha... chewah.. Macam over jua "fishing story" atu ah.. Hahaha.. Nda jua brapa.. Well, atleast i got a fish lah ah! Hehehe was it last 2 weeks? I caught Kerapu di Sg Matan.

We went to Pantai Tungku around 2 kah? Meredah hutan belukar memasuki luahan Pantai yang sungguh indah di malam itu. Hahaha.. Tapi malangnya berjam-jam kami dsana, tidak ada seekor ikan pun tersangkut. Haha.. So around 5ish, we changed place to Sg. Matan.. Rauf nda join.. Ia buring! Hahaha.. Btw, "we" were Me, Helmi, Judin, Rauf and Aiman. Pheww, rili had a hard time back at Pantai Tungku. My kail tesangkut batu saja, my spool being problematic and i fell! My hand was bleeding. But it was aights. Anyhu, back to the story.....

Di Sg. Matan pun macam kan nda belurih jua usulnya. Tapi, tiba-tiba! *Jeng Jeng Jeng* Si Helmi punya joran berbunyi, *giring giring, giring giring* Hahahha.. Nah! Belurih taia! Hahaha aste, jua lagi nda beluih! Seekor ikan yang tersangkut kail d mulutnya muncul meluah dari air.. Seekor ikan putih yang dinamakan ikan putih. Hahaha..

Membagi banci jua meliat orang beluih atu kan. Aste.. Iatah selang selepas merasakan kehangatan tangkapan itu, hati ku mula merasa gusar. Bertanya pada diri sendiri, adakah aku akan mendapat ikan jua? Lalu, ku ambil joran ku yang bergelimpangan, mengambil umpan dan terus menghumban joran ku dengan sepenuh hati ke dasar lautan. Hati ku mula merasakan degupan jantung berdegup laju. Ku fokuskan diriku merasakan kail ku yang terumbang ambing di bawah air yang mula pasang. Aku duduk di tangga jeti menanti akan hadirnya ikan ku.

Aku mula merasakan kail ku dicium-cium. Tapi Aiman dan Judin menafikan yang ianya ikan. Aku tidak percaya pada mereka lalu berkata, "lain rasanya geng..". Mereka menjawab, "Jangan dilayan air atu". Mereka menafikan lagi. Selang beberapa detik selepas itu, kail kul di tarik. Aku panik tidak tentu arah. Lalu aku berdiri menanyakan apa yang harus ku buat. Di tarik atau apa yang patut dibuat? Maklumlah baru berkecempong dalam arena memancing.. Panik ku beransur reda apabila aku merasakan konfident ku semakin tinggi. Ku tarik kail ku. Ku putar spool ku. Lalu.... Nampak seekor ikan yang tersangkut mata kail ku. Di situlah mulanya detik kebahagian hidup seorang pemancing. Seekor kerapu tumpas di arena peperangan. Aku pun bergumbira selepas itu. Hatiku lelah dan masih berdegup kencang.. Kini, aku seorang pemancing, menanti akan hadirnya hari kemenangan ku lagi untuk mendapat mangsa seterusnya..

Salam dari rantau lautan. Aste, Chill saja...

Tutong fishin' outing~

2008-05-28T11:26:00.012+08:00

Last Monday we went to Tutong. Siring Pantai Seri Kenangan. Me, Helmi, EJ and Amin planned it after we played futy di Arun's Gym Bandar which is in the afternoon. We meet up d Taurean around 10pm to plan the real plan with the other guys. After sum discussions, we decided to go Tutong aroun 12ish.

So i went home then picked up Rauf and the geng di Tanah Jambu. Finally arrived d Pantai Seri Kenangan around 2. Batah lagi menunggu EJ and Amin! Haha shaits! Sampat g main game tu drumah. Walaupun tinggal di Tutong. Hahaha.. Then we arrived at the location around 3. Wasnt rili up for fishin'. Entah, mcm nada mood.. That night we got 3 catches! I must say the catches are good enuf! Especially Judin's.

Fishin crew : Me, Helmi, Rauf, EJ, Amin, Judin, Aiman, Nuai, and Badut.

Just chillin: Harry & Islah.

Catches of the night~

Ungah kah namanya?

Pari geng!

E.J nada gambar. Hahaha... Ikannya damit. Bwahahaha... Anyhu, others were stressed after these catches! hahaha stress kan mau jua. That includes me.. Tapi nda over lah. Cuz i concntr8 more on taking pix. Haha..

One of the stress guys!

Badut jadi Gila!

Well no more fishes after that.. Tho Badut nearly got one. But terlepas on the way menarik the fish! haha makin tia lagi stress. Soon after that ia menyamal packed his thangs and sleep dalam kerita. Hahaha.. sian.. Alum rezeki mu tu bui.. Hahaha..

While they were fishin, i took some shots. Sigh. Photoshop ku alum ada bah. Iatah ku malas kan mempost ani. Sigh. But wat tha hell.. Here are some... Abis biut membiut..

Nada belurih lauk, belurih kenangan saja kan? Hahaha.. Depart from Tutong around 7.30am. Sigh. So sleepy ah all the way home. Ngantar c Helmi di Kilanas then Rauf and the geng d Tanah Jambu. I was so sleepy that i asked Badut to drive to Tanah Jambu. Gila, drebing pun mcm kan trabang bah.. Lalah banar.. Arrived at my place around 10. Then tdor.. Kana kacau lagi jadi driver! Matiiiiiiiiiii lalahhhhhhhhhhhh...

Hostel Farewell BBQ~

2008-05-17T12:22:00.014+08:00

Thurs night! Went to UBD male hostel around 10 kali. Hahaha aher kan? Malas rasanya jua kan bejalan atu banarnya. P drumah buring tia jua kan. So yeah, plus Rauf asked me to come jua. So i did. Sal dorang hostel-ians ada bbq thang jua kan.. For abis exam and dorang kan balik kampung! No hostel for 3 months! :D

So sudah gue sampai, gue nampak si Taloo bwahahaha pacah! Lalah usulnya! Ndak apa! Selamat Hari Gawai Gatd! and the rest of the gang. Si Watd! Bwahahaha Ledja! Si Tang! Bwahahaha bukan nda bulat kedangaanya nama abis diorang ani.

Lalah usulnya!

Sama Couplenya Rudy~

Yeah baby! Bwahaha.. Go Satir Go!!!

Balan and Lim! Hahaha jua lagi nda pacah!

Roll that muhf*cka up! Bwahaha.. Yeaaaah~

Shisha-ing their troubles away~

Gangsta!

Samira & Ozzie havin' their own 'Partay'

Baru ku nampak mulut mu brasap GatD!
Hahaha ko masuk hipokrit jua!

Iatahbah.. Afta dbwah bbq, thn me n Rauf ke atas. Ngacau si Izam di biliknya. Bwahaha sampai ard 130am lah kamek kacau. Payah bah ia kan tdur. Bwahaha.. Biar ko jam. Bila jua ku lagi ngacau. Ko g kan balik KB. Kan kan kan? Bwahahaha.. Chill ja geng. We had bullshit talk, melayan pacah, singing songs and just chillin. :D

Ejam lalah tapi senyum maseh. :P

Lalah~ Bwahahaha!

Waited for the hujan to taduh til 1ish. Then Rauf and i went to get ourselves sumthn to eat. Tutup nasi katok mama d Lambak. How come ah? But we managed to buy nasi plang sana. Then kamek makan di Yayasan. Hahaha.. Jobless. Then dari sana kami ceta2. Then wanted to balik ard 230am. Skali ceta2 g d dapan Tambing. Haha.. The weather was nice tho it was cold. But chill lah. Kamek ceta sampai 4 ish. Then balik tdor. Hahaha.. Rauf! Chill saja~ Bwahahaha..

3 months hols!

2008-05-16T05:28:00.023+08:00

Waaaa.. The hols havent even started yet and im bored already! Hols plg dah. But the real hols start on Sunday kan. Orang smua abis exam. Iatabah! Bahapa tah ku ni 3 months ah!?

Well i got plans plang. :D Hm, my plan 3 months ani kan...

1. Jalan-jalan ambil pix.
2. Jadi Nelayan! Mancing lah tuuu..
3. Cari kraja!
4. Entah!

Thats so far plang. I wanna improve my phototaking skills bah. Nelayan? I enjoy fishing! Hey fishy fishy fishy~ :P Kraja? Untuk pengalaman sama buang buring.. I started my phototaking thingy yday tho! :D Yup yup! Btw, before that! O oo oo o o o !!!!

I had an job interview! As Pegawai Kajian di Jabatan Perancangan Kemajuan Ekonomi, JPKE. Hehehe rugged bunyinya kan? Biasalerrr... Interview went fine! Extremely well i must say! And i think im gonna get it. Fo Sure!! I brot along Henry and Rauf along for the interview. Their's went pretty well jua! After interview we went for a drink d Taurean Batu Besurat. Hujan-hujan minum teh tarik nyaman kali ah! Nyum Nyum!

Si Henry drivin' Subaru nya

Gangsta minum patang~

After minum, barutah we go our seperate ways. :) I went jalan2 and figured out i wanna start my taking photo thang. So i did! Yay! I went to Jerudong Park, Polo Club and Pantai JPMC! The day wasnt really nice. But i took sum pictures jua. Check it out~

Heart Of Jerudong Park~

Polo Club

Ribut Season Again~

I was not alone. :)

Big Waves

I wonder what this thing is!

i seriously think this is a horse! Dead horse by the sea!
Oooo sounds like a horror movie title..

After few attepmts, the wave caught me! :P

I went far away and found missiles! Haha i wish~

But i did found this! I mean i din't know it exists!
Lawaa.. Peaceful.. Far away from JPMC building.

Rocks~

Have you seen Empire Hotel from this view?

I know, i know.. Hafta improve on my shots more kan. Still got time baybeh! OoOo.. Now i remember. One of my closest fren, Amin, wanted me to be his photographer for his ITB convocation! Hahaha... Nice~~

This is Amin Syahbana. Raja Muda Pura Chendana!

=D

2008-05-15T04:58:00.005+08:00

Someone who does not want to share her beauty..
Who refused to be shown publicly..
Someone who dislikes compliments..
Even though she's blessed with her own sweetness..

.Now your smile is like an addiction.

In her smile i found peace :)

When i close my eyes,
I can still see your smile.
It's enough to light my life,
Out of my darkest hour.
Please believe it is true,
When i tell you ......
:)

V-day~

2008-05-15T04:40:00.007+08:00

Hahaha i wanted to post this 'date' long time ago. :D Din't have the time and i also 4got abt it.. :D 14th February 2008! Me and Jidz. MOD restaurant. Unplanned dinner. Turned out fine. Better yet, better than fine! Ey, dunt get me wrong people, i dun celebrate V-day. It was just a dinner. Nuthin more.. :D

Hahaha.. Btw, Jidz, i know uve been waiting for this post. :D My bad.....

You, lookin' so sweeeeet! :)

I can't figure it out, but thers just sumthn abt this pic. kan?

Chillin' Like Da Old Days Again!

2008-05-12T01:18:00.022+08:00

Im blogging so i wont fell asleep. Exam Kecergasan Fizikal early morning later. Hahaha.. Iatah ada off day yesterday to revise. i wasted it! Hahaha.. Nda apa, chill saja. Yesterday? Saturday night ada karaoke di rumah. Mum is rili into 'ramai-ramai' people at home. So she invited peeps just to nyanyi-nyanyi. Nda apa2. Asal mama bahagia keh ma? *hugs*

Hm, later that night, went out with Rauf and Helmi. Haha Rauf brot cuzins nya. Judin and Aiman. Pacah.. We chilled at Orchid Garden Hotel till 430am kah? Hahaha pacah brabis lah sana. Ceta-ceta and enjoying my other side of ma life.. Nah pix! Im posting pix to keep me awake! Enjoy~ Salam.

Gangsta Rauf

Aiman, Tha Killed soldier~ (eating all d chocs in heaven)

Judin, Wannabe Godfather

Helmi, Tha 'One Pose' Wannabe Model

Yanne also came by~ Little Miss Greedy?

???

With the touch of heart and Incentives ($$$),
We won't smoke! Hahaha..

Yup Yup! Tell us what you think. :P

Been Stressed~

2008-05-08T20:46:00.012+08:00

3 days of hell.. 5-6th May.. Sigggghhh.. Exams really stressed me up. And gez what? I got flu on the very first day of exam! Gila kan tu? Gila kan tu yo? Bwahahaha yup! Crazeee Bunny!

Anyhu, dint get enuf sleep for that 3 days. So ryte after MCB exam, went home and slept till malam. Then Yanne bawa jalan malamnya. Untuk ilangkan stress, so i went! Went to Bandar Seri Begawan liat org main skates. Made new frens. 3 beautifuulll gurls~ Yup Yup! Hahaha awu Yan, ko jua lawa bah. Untuk ilangkan stress, i had anotha photo session! :P

Yanne, Nad, Salwa, Comel~

Pee Pee session~ Bwahahaha...

Comel, Salwa, Yanne

Look at Salwa! Hahaha... Suka banar ia play with that thing.. Hm, i wonder why.. True that other 3 gurls did it jua. But Salwa, she played with it through the night! hahahaha. Ok tu.. Chill saja.

Yanne skating~

Salwa : Fun? Loud!

Comel : Friendly. Ketuahan. Bwahahahaa

Nad with 'bejual di Kianggeh' pose : Chill..

My Favourite Supermodel~

2008-04-30T00:53:00.005+08:00

Had another photo taking session at Empire and Country Club.

Rugged jua baju oren atu ah~ Siapa kan tu? Bwahahaha..

Keep on shinning my star~

Sweetest Smile~

Photoshoot sessions~

2008-04-27T16:24:00.006+08:00

They call themselves Supermodels. Hehe.. Are they? What if i put like a voting thinge? whats its called? Poll kah? Hehehe.. Don't have to lah keh? We know they are..

Had a photoshoot session with 3 supermodels. Nisha, Atul and Adek. Hm, gurls, u hafta get new glamourish name now. Hm, apa ah? *thinking* ntah. kamu cari sendiri lah. Anyhu, these three supermodels have their own personality.

Nisha : Thinking pose much!
Atol : Ani over brabis plang ni. Ia plang mengarahkan photographer. :P
Adek : Lambat panas. Sudah abis battery camera barutah ia kan pose over-over.

Presenting AtoL and AdeK

Presenting Nisha!

I wonder apa saja she thinks about ah? Hm... But cha, uknow, ada pernah masa ko pose atu ko pikir the photographer hensem kah? Macam ada plang kan? Kekekeke.. I know~ I can see from ur eyeboool.. :)

Schedule: Later afternoon shooting lagi with Atol. Nda puas begambar ni anak ah. hahaha.. Bring it on! Aku bawa lapan camera ni.

Bah eh. Kan mandi. Chow~

Salam.

Act of Boredom~

2008-04-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

Im bored~ Sigh~ So this what i did. Uknow, im kinda into photography now. Lookin thru pics taken from abang's wedding~ i adore Fahmi's photo shots. Like this one! Like the object is rili clear and the blur background is just so nice. Like blur brabis. Hahahaha ok i duno what im talking about. But i do have a point! I wanna take photo shots professionally one day. Btw, Fahmi is one of abang's friend. Very close fren.

Tried to modify it a bit, but in the end modified everythang! hahaha.. Extremely bored bah! Tadaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~ kekekekekeke..

Next picture modified during Sports Science lecture tadi patang~ Hahaha.. :D

Took it when we jadi AJK Sukan Ria SHBIE 2008. Model? Harizah! Amazed! The smile says sumthn dont it?

Happy Birthday to Alai!!!

2008-04-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hehe its the 22nd April kan? Yeap yeap! Its me lil sis b'day~ 14th! And already, she got the same height as me. Well almost~ Hahaha..

Bot sumthn 4her. Nda jua brapa lah hadiah ku. But uknow, the thought wich counts kan! She wanted a phone plang. But im gna leave that to my older abang. Hahaha..

They celebrate di siring Muthiah Qlap. The family. Went there skajap saja. Baca doa selamat then chow ke UBD. Atleast i came kan? Gotta stay fit bah for fitness test esuk. The fud mcm nyaman plang. Sia sia pun... But anyhooooos,

HAPPY 14TH BUTTDAY ALAI!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been Busy~

2008-04-16T02:47:00.003+08:00

Yup Yup~ Been busy lately. Sorry blog~ Family comes first you know~ Kan? Kan? Hehehe... Not only because of that, ive got lotsa otha thangs to do.

One of it was Abang's Wedding~

Hensem ko tu bang eh. Hahahaha... Anyhoos, this is it for now. Nanti lagi i update keh when i got the time and good connection! Its 3am now! and we have fitness class outing g later afternoon di Bukit Markuching~ So yeah~ Goodnyte ya'll~

Salam~

Vain Wazzaz~

2008-03-14T01:29:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Buang buring~ Begambar saja kan? Location: Shimmy's car and LA Donut, GadonG!

Tul!! U luk like a mouse in the first two pics! Hehehe. Macam me and Helmi begambar then ada tikus tarus2 datang and ikut! Hahaha.. Maybe cuz ur hands atu kali.. Haha.. But its cute.. *cough* kekeke..

Soto Outing~

2008-03-14T00:53:00.006+08:00

Jidz rili like to eat soto! Hehe sal kan, when she was here, iatah ganya kan di makan nya tu. Plus, when she went back KL pun she texted me kan bawa makan soto. Haha tekajut jua I tu, ia di KL kali ah. Iatah i thot ia d Brunei. Hahaha naughty u! Iatah bah, i was luking thru me pix and i just realised i havent post the soto dates.. Hehe.. So here we go~

The gurl in pink is Fitri. Kawan Jidz. UBDians jua rupanya. Hehe nda nampak pun d UBD. Tapi baru2 ani baru nampak. Hahaha sudah kenal kali ah. :p Anyhu, she's a Soto Freak jua! Sama lah kamu tu. Me? Chill saja~ Btw, the place is right infront of Padang Kebajikan Berakas. Nyum NyuM!

Next! Soto date di Seri Bulan, Mulaut! :P Jauh jauh bah kan makan soto ah. Well Jidz sed nyaman brabis. So why not. Plus, i like to drive long journeys. Especially w sum1 like her. :P Kan Jidz? Kan? Kan? Kekeke.. Btw, the soto was ayte. Hehe..

Haha so cute ah the second picture! Hehehe.. Atu baru senyum namanya~ :D The other pics, gila! Obsessed banar! Hehehe Queen of Soto Freak! :P Baju nya lagi rugged. Ia cakap nama dwarf ani Bashful. And uknow what? She wanna buy me one! Yay! Yay! I like~ I want~ :p thanx Jidzie.. I Lap u!!! :D

Yuuhhuuuuu~

2008-03-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hehe helo bloggie! I know i know, havent blog much.. Im sorry bloggie.. *Hugs* :P Anyhu, been rili busy. Tho we UBDians had our one week semester break. Sigh~ Been workin on assignments, creating health poster, revising for tests, getting fit for fitness tests, doin sports, chillin' time a bit, and lastly, getting ready for both Abang's engagement and wedding. Phew~ Busy busy!

Btw 2nd bro's engagement gonna be tomrow! 14/3/08! Hehehe 143? I Love you~ Aww.. So sweet~ Il update lagi abt it nanti lah. So tiring today.. Bah adios~ Chow~ Assalamualaikum.

John Rambo

2008-03-07T14:01:00.005+08:00

You know? Eversince i watched that movie Rambo IV iv been calling myself John Rambo in my msn nick. Well sometimes also in reeal life.. Haha its not wrong kan? Skali skala bah. Rambo rugged kali ah.. Ani gambarnya! :P

But for this past 1 week plus i feel like im Rocky Balboa.. Yeap no longer John Rambo. But only for now! Uhuh! Coz i got LABU eyes. Dox sed i got infection. Nya orang, Bintutan. Tapi i dint subuk anyone! Banar! ehe.. So it aint Bintutan. Back 2me story, last week i got it on my right eye! Sucky brabis! And theres this one day! I gota wear my shades the whole day cuz i got full class! Uhuh.. Wearing shades in class! Haha weird kan. Yeap but if people see me eyes, lagi weird! Kekekeke. Nearly had a minor operation but lucky me it recovered quickly.

Gez what? One day after me right eye baik, my left eye lagi kana! WTH? hahaha.. Mental ku jadinya.. Sakit lagi tu. So yeah, Labu eyes again. Uhuh. So now im Rocky Balboa! Bwahahaha.. Baik tah ko mata.. *amin*

Haha Sama banar nie.. Cua liat Matanya!

Sama mata kami atu eh. Hahaha

Guys Night Out~

2008-02-17T00:26:00.008+08:00

When: Last Saturday.
Associates: Me, Helmi, EJ, Gat, Wat, Jojoy & Amin.

Activity 1: Babu's belated Bday Suprise di Le Taj.
Remarks: No pictures obtained.

Activity 2: Went Mall to pick up EJ & Jojoy.
Remarks: Just Chillin~

Activity 3: Went Kuliq Restaurant JP to eat.
Remarks: Went Jamming before we eat. Got pictures!

Wat cudn get the wiring right~ :P

I was the vocalist okay! Photographer jua! Hahaha..

Hehe Our Band is called 'Chill Saja' :D

Activity 4: Chillin' and Eatin'
Kuliq Restaurant
Me, Helmi, Wat, Gat, Jojoy, E.J, Amin & Cuzinnya!

Activity 5: Driving around Brunei.
Gadong to Bandar to Muara

Driver: E.J Navigator: Jojoy

Activity 6: Sleepover at Wat's Room at Male Hostel.
Slept around 530am after 2hrs 'talk' w Helmi.

Happy Birthday Adi Faiz~

2008-02-17T00:12:00.006+08:00

Hehehe awu Di, ke akhiran! Udah ko kan balek barutah ku blog pasal Bday mu! Anyhu, it was on the 9th Feb! Brapa umurnya ah? Probly 21.. Awu, ia cakap ia Legal Clubber now! Hahaha.. Ok tu Di~ Balik KL tarus ko clubbin' kay? Bulan 5 ku stay sama ko! Hahaha.. We go partaying~

Happy Birthday Adi Faiz!!

All the best in everything Adi~
Finish up ur studies, then kawin! Hahaha..
Ko gatal atu jua..
Makin tua jua lagi.. Hahaha

Hehehe.. We did celebrate his Buttday~

Di Wecan Elite Restaurant~

Nyum Nyum~

Chinese New Year~

2008-02-16T23:46:00.006+08:00

Hehehe i know~ Batah jua udah CNY kan~ :P Anyhu, Happy Chinese New Year to All Chinese~ Hehehe.. The last time aku beraya masa CNY ani back when i was still in Form 6 kali. Arah si Teo Chee Heng. X classmate~ This year ada kawan baru lagi kan go beraya-ing~ Hehehe namanya.... Samira! Classmates in my course. Ia handal Hockey and Volleyball! Gila, jauh bah rumahnya.. Dalam brabis.. Kg Long Mayan, Tutong! But it was fun tho! Most of us PJ's datang lah.. Beconvoy.. I brot Jidz along with me.. Yeap her presense made things moreeee fun~

Samira di Blakang! :)

PJ's BerChinese New Year~

Si Helmi~ Kalau Makan! Ia punya!

Yoooouuu and I~~

Coffezone Night Out~

2008-02-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

Wow! This was like last week kah? or Last last week? Hehee.. I know, i know.. Been really busy to update. But uknow, sooner o later im gonna blog jua kan.. So im just gonna blog what's been happeninnn...

Last last Sunday kali, me and Yanne chilled at Coffee Zone Gadong. Just wanna relax, finish up our Coaching Handball assignments, watch Man U live futy match and just chill. Nishy aka Lil Miss Pouty came along too.. And some unwanted people.. Went home early.. Anyhu, dint finish the assignment that nite and the due date was the next day.. Thanx to Yanne and Myself, we worked together and earned ourselves Best Assistant Coach for Yanne, Best Coach for Me and Best Performing Team for our Team! Firewings! Hehe..

You rili is Miss Pouty~ :P

Just Chillin'~

Just remembered! That night, Yanne was rili PMS-ing~ Banyak ia order! Bwahaha.. K tu Yan~ I ordered Green Apple Twist! Shaits! It taste like Ubat Antibiotiques!

Siti Noor Majidah binti D.P. Haji Abu Bakar~

2008-02-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

This song is for you guuurl~ If i knew this song way before, i would dedicate this song for you earlier.. But then again, nothing is too late to do kan.. :) So here you go.. Maybe Stevie Hoang had the same thang going on like me.. :) Plus, there's word 'queen' in the song! Wow~ :)

Girl I see the way he treats you
I feel the pain and the tears you cry
Why do u let him do this to u everytime baby everytime
Now girl I got a proposition
Girl you's a queen u should be with me
Il take you on a private journey, just u and me

If I was the one who was loving u
I'd do all the things that he wont do
I'll give you what u need be so good to you
Everynight everynight
Girl I know it's hard but you can trust in me
I'll be all the man that you could ever need
Baby it's bout time that you should walk away
Give me the chance, let me be the one

Girl I know the situation
You've been with him now for so long
But u don't have to stay with someone that makes u cry
Always telling u lies
Now girl it's obvious that he will never change
So heres your chance girl up and leave
You need that special kind of guy to treat u right
Sounds like the job for me

Let me hear u say, you'll pack your bags and walk alway
Let me hear u say, that u wont stay another day
Let me hear u say, girl that u wont be afraid
Let me hear u say, that u gon find a better day

This beautiful sweet smiling gurl was my childhood crush! Ive never had the chance to be with her till now. Yea, even when im old now. Hehe.. Did crazeee things to get her attention way back when we were schoolmates. Haha.. Never stop making me smile whenever i think about it. It was all stupid but i think its okay jua. Hehehe ok i'l just give an example. I put $2 dad gave me into an envelope and put it under her table before she came to school. I came really really early just for that.. I dint wanna let any1 know, but a fren of her saw me putting it there i guess. And so Jidz knew abt it. Damn~ Then she was pissed at me and threatened to tell her dad. I sed agatah plang~ Hahaha.. Then she chased me to my class. Nasib jua pandai betapuk! Bwahaha.. I know, its freaky and weird. But if u think about it, its kinda nice. If it was now, it'd be like buying her dinner or sumthn. A date maybe.. Kan kan kan? So it was nice of me. U rili made me crazee gurl~ But then again, never thot we'd be this close. Being friends and ol. So im thankful. Thanks Jidz.. *hugs* Well theres loads more plang. Bwahaha that i dun wanna tell.. :D

Travelling is what i love doin~

2008-02-11T23:59:00.018+08:00

Yeap yeap! Travelling! Hehehe.. I looooooooooooove looooooooong journeys! :D Last Friday i went Kay Bee! But anyhu, i wanna ceta 1st from the very beginning. Hehe..

Earlier that day.

- I went kubur early morning as usual w mum and abang. ( mum asked me a question. 'sejak bila ko bagus ani kan Jul?' senyum2 ia lagi tu. Hehehe ada plang lagi sambungannya. Tapi aku malas ceta. Pokoknya, she made me smile and feel appreciated. I love mom! Mama's Boii kali ah~ )
- Minum pagi di Aneka Rasa! They asked me to choose wey to eat. I chose there bcuz Teh Tarik nya nyaman! Brabis.
- Then ikut abang and mum ke Sirih Junjung di Batu Besurat. Pilih gangsa and deco for antaran kahwin nanti.

bah, memilih tah ma~ Chill saja~

- I went sembahyang Jumat agen d Masjid Beribi. Hehe.. I brot Amin along. Mau ia jua. Suprisingly.
- After sembahyang, picked up me cuzins.
- Then cut me hair at Shahdon's Icon Syle. :)

After being washed by Sally~ And after she tried to kiss me~ :D
I luk like Penyamun in Ali Baba P Ramlee movie!

- Then went Mall cuz rambut ku rugged~

Then,

Around 3.30pm, dint know where to go so i decided to bring them to Kay Bee! Makan burger! Hehehe... Plus i wanna treat them. To celebrate Alai's good ugama grades and Bibi's birthday! :)

We stopped di Tutong jap jadi tourists! :P Hehehe.. Siuuk lah jua~

Me, Alai, Bibi, Nonoi. Hm, Alai looked matured! Kan?

Tutong Baby~ :)

Wooohooo~

Tugu apakah namanya~ Nda patik tau~

After the long drive~ We finally arrived di Kay Bee Town~ :) Ada teko~

Teko~ :D

Our aim~ Buccanear Steak House!

Nyum nyum! It serves good burgers~ Hehehe nuthing beats Burger King tho~ Hehehe.. Tapi, uknow? When we went there, it was closed! :(

But lucky us! We went there on the 8th! and around 530pm! Hehehe we can wait for half an hour! :) So we went chillin wanderin around Kay Bee Town~ Nada ramai orang ah~ Tapi ok lah! I bot tissue and stoking dari milimewah! :P

Kuala Belait~

After jalan, we rushed ourselves to the restaurant! Lapar kali ah! Hahaha... We only had breakfast that day!

Finally! Nyum! Shaits! im drooling right now! whooaaa!

Nyummmyyy~

But guess what?

:)

But guess what?

I asked the manager, it is all halal. But they blum dapat d license yet! :)

So its all good~

Then after kanyang~ we went home. Gila.. Was so full and i was sleepy all the way home!
Hujan lagi~ Nyaman jua tidur tu~
Haha.. But it was fun! :D

Tho mum was not rili happy cuz went KB w/o telling her~ :)

KL Friends~

2008-02-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

My KL friends baru balek masatu dari KL.. Duh~ Hehe Adi Faiz and Jidz! Ani d first time we chilled together i think. After we watched CJ7 we went Sugar n Spice. Skali kan tutup, so kami tukar ke De Royalle.. So kami chill sana lah. O o o! Was rushing kan ke Mall for the movie. Skali ada keta Initial D pikir aku kan belumba sama ia. Buduh g usulnya.. Cheh! Bah enjoy the pixxieess.. :P btw, lagi sorang namanya si Aminor. Been frens since SOASC~ Hehe.. Lalah usulnya!

Just Chillin~

Finally, chillin' with her~ :D

Jidz, this picture macam when i see it, u luk like a queen or a princess. I duno why.. or maybe its the smile. uhuh~ ada sinarnya. :P And its a good thang! And uknow, people say we look a bit alike.. :P that i dunt know!

Long time ay~

2008-02-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

Yup yup! Been a while since i last updated me bloggie. Haha been busy bah. Assignments and the chill sessions~ Anyhu this is what ive been up to...

Me Crib Chillin' Session~

Gat, Helmi and Henry

Si Gat suka! Bwahaha

Chillin' w the Cuzins~

After watching Rambo 4, we chilled at Empire. Just chillin~ Before that we bought Roti John, Cakoi, Nasi Ayam for Aziz which later he found out inda nyaman and ia ngusut and apa g ah? Pokoknya we bot fuds lah. So we fooled around there then balek. Btw, Rambo 4 was crazily awesome! Gave it a 20/10 for brutality, 10/10 for the story line and a perfect way to end Rambo!

L to R: Nonoi, Aziz, Alai, Bibi, Me and Omar!

BBQ-ing at Harry's~

I think it was last Saturday Night~ or the last last Saturday night. Hm, dun remember eh. Anyhu, sengaja datang akhir expecting the food to be ready kan. Then dtg ard 9 kali, shaits! Berasap pun balum bbq nya ah! hahaha the host (harry) lagi balum balik rumah! hahha.. tau dah lapar. Si Helmi pun baru datang time atu. Mengusut lah kami sal kami lapar! Anyhu, Nisa me pren joined jua! Oo o o! She lanja me liat wayang jua! Midnight show after the BBQ. Hm, Cloverfield! Was ayte.. Penakut ni si Nisa ah. Haha.. Kuat bah ia memigang tangan dangan kalau ia tekajut.

in the middle! the Sayangest Bear! Si Munung!

Falling in love with him laydee? :P

Muiz sama Gadah chief cook! :P

Chillin' Out w Hatul~

Chilled at Taurean. I just cudn think of sumwer else to go. Macam di sana atu its nice to relax bah. Chill lah tempatnya. Anyhu, we came ard 4.30pm kali. Then chill chill chill~ Was gonna go ard 5.30pm kan jog. Skali entah, postpone punya postpone, its 7 already. Kan jog sama hantu kali? bulih jua.. :P Entah kul brapa kah when she decided to get Fleur-de-lyss gelato. So from Taurean we went Qlap Mall. Then inda nyaman makan gelato cuz tummy kosong. So she decided to have sushi. Tapi, Shim called.. Hehe ada prob sikit. So kami jumpa ia d Ahan Thai Bandar. There we chilled in the car kajap then chill d Ahan Thai kajap. Then balik.

Advert? Nda ku mau membali! bwahaha..

Nice posing gurrrrls~ :D

Introducing Yanne's New Shades~

Haha.. Lawa Yan! Awu banar! Gila, happy wah si Helmi tarus meliat. Aku biasalah, maintain rugged. Tapi lawa lah! Banar! Banar! :D

Rosfadhly~

2008-02-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. Ani namanya si Rosfadhly a.k.a Si Damit. Haha.. Iatah danganku chill ni meliat our favorite team play nie. Of coz lah Manchester United FC.. Ia mau ada gambarnya dalam blog ani. So ani lah gambarnya. Malas ku kan masukkan banarnya sal aku inda lawa dalam gambar ani. Tapi ada lah manis ku sikit.. Hahaha.. But anyhu, introducing my friend since Form 1, Roooooooosfadhlyyyyyyy... Hehehe.. Chill saja Ros~

Manis ko atu Ros eh~

Go On GurL~

2008-02-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

This song macam rugged. Gila really love this song! Its so me! and its so what i'm feeling right now~ kekeke.. Nanti upload to imeem lah.. Ani lyrics nya..

I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl James and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didn't have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[V2:]
I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on

[Hook]

[Bridge]
The mistake I made is clear
(we never should've been together)
Thats the reason you're not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed

Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl

Yang inda sampat di blog~

2008-01-31T15:48:00.000+08:00

Kekeke.. Nda saya ingat ah bila kami chill lapas class anie. Tapi maybe 26th lah. Hm, anyhu, after class Muzik dan Pergerakkan kami minum pagi. Me, Helmi, Yanne and Bad! Lapar mah~ Iatah kami plan makan murtabak di Liang Toon. Maklumlah time kapeh2 anie. Makan murah saja. Hehehe..

Ani bah yan! Macam rugged gambar tani atu. Ko mau jadi Clyde ku kah? Haha aku Bonnie lah!

Manis ko atu Mi eh! Hahaha.. Kalah si Bad!

Ani mcm rugged jua Yan!

Beulah!

Ani ko manis Yan! Banar!

Mangkanan~

Lapas makan, kamek semua ke Kominis bali DVD Ghost Game! Dorang kan liat drumah. Skali nda baik! Hahaha.. So we end up watching Daddy Day Camp. Atu buring! Haha.. So kamek liat Live Coverage Late Suharto punya funeral. Hehe.. We ate and then kami rush ke UBD ada class lagi.

Online-ing session~

2008-01-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

Right now~

Helmi, Babu, Gat and Henry online drumah. After volleyball class tadi. Si Gat majal kan online drumah. Ia cakap laju connection di rumah ku so ia sanang download porn! Haha.. Chill saja~

Si Gatd! sama Babu~

Haha bapak henry~ Bwahahha

Lalah ko ah wang! hahaha si Helmut!

Haha chill saja~

Apa dicari ah? bwahahha kutu babi?

Alhamdulillah~ Another good news!

2008-01-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my lil sister~ Nurol Izazi a.ka. Alai Jazie! On getting Grade 1 aggregate 8 for her Darjah 6 Ugama Exam. Everythings goin on well i guess. Proud that she scored this good for the exam. Congratulations Alai! Put it up! Score for PMB lagi kay and so on? Us family will give u endless support! :D Hehe..

As usual, if we did good on exam or anything, theres always gona be Doa Selamat. So tadi, ada lah sikit-sikit makan-makan. Mum and dad side datang. It was fun. Started around after Isya. Dint eat much cuz i gotta go futsal lagi around 9. Rugi plang. But i gotta do some sports jua. Tho in the end i injured my knee lagi. Sigh! Anyhu, makanannya nyaman2 plang. Nasi Beriyani, Satay, Mee Goreng, Ayam Ideal, Cucur Pisang, Penyaram, Sum kinda pancake, Coleslaw and much more. Hehehe.. Awu sanang hati makan eh..

Here are the pix!

The vain! Haha this is Alai!

Cuzins who also passed the exam!

The function bebeh!

Cutest cuzin of the night! :P

dangan dadnya!

She came second. sal ia ngantuk dah. slalunya cute brabis!

Haha everyone teruk usulnya. Bros and Sister in Laws. Btw, *sigh* 2 seats empty. Missing~ :S

Orang kan betunang~ :D Kaka Ajah request minta gambar nih!

Big Thang~

2008-01-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

First of all, Congratulations again to my 2nd brother. Haji Muhamad Azrol Alim. What happened today was a big thang for me and my family. Though it sounds a lil thang but to me, its a big thang! Pokoknya big thang lah! Hehe..

Started my day by going to makam with my mum. Lawat nene laki~ *Al-Fatihah* There was Abang Basar, Mum, Usu laki n bini, Nene Bini, Wafee and me! After makam we went makan d C.A Mohamad di Sumbiling. Nda nyaman eh sana. I dun like. Bot newspaper coz ada gambar2 closing ceremony gymnastique kami. Anyhu d sana, kami jumpa Angah! He was with the family. Dorang join lah makan. Then Uncle Dato and Anti Minah lagi join. Sigh! Anti Minah asked whers my gf! Haha.. Rasa bah! Tau sudah ah! Cheh! Then balik then aku maloi sampai 12pm.

Here's the part yang d 'big thang' ah. My 2nd brother a.k.a G Adi a.k.a Abg Angah! did his first Khutbah Jumaat di Masjid Beribi. Uhuh! He's working as Pegawai Masjid. And also jadi Imam lah. Went to Masjid Beribi around 12.30pm with Abang Basar, 1st Bro! We support Abg angah kali ah. We always go to Jame' Asr Mosque plang but now masjid Beribi saja kali. We were nervous for him. Apa lagi ia..

Abang Angah~ Dad Blakang!

After waiting and ol, nampak tia Abg Angah ani. Gila, atu rugged. Jubah hitam and Pakai Sahal. Yang kain putih di atas kepala ah. Macam Imam banar~ Kami stil takut lah like worried he's gona do fine o not. Keke. Dad datang aher sal ada visitors dari Melaka visit company nya. Anyhu, he did good enuf considering its his 1st time. His antonation bagus lah. Macam becerita bah ia di atas ah. But a bit more work to be done for his bacaan masa sembahyang. But its ok plang. Merdu kan lah lagi.. Maybe he was nervous. Duh~~ Im not takbur or riak but im rili proud of my brother. And it feels good to have sum1 who knows Islam very much in the family. I hope he can lead us to the right way. And i want my brother to mandikan and sembahyangkan aku when i die nanti. I love my family. I dedicate this day to my brother. Congratulations Abang! And we pray that you gonna have a very succesful life dunia dan di akhirat. U made us proud. And uknow? When Abang first got the acceptance letter to work as Pegawai Masjid, i dint understand why my dad cried. Now i feel you dad! :D I love you all! Dad, Mum, Abg Basar, Abg Angah, Alai and Anti! You're my life. *sniff* :) Hehehe..

Introduction Of Nishy~

2008-01-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hehehe 1st time tah ada gambar si Dk. Nurul Khairunisa binti Pg. Haji Kassim. Hehe a.k.a Miss Pouty Gurl~ or the 'other gurl' or 'Nisha'. Hehehe.. Entah lurus kah nda jua tu. Anyhu had a chill night out with Shimmy, Nisha and Yanne. Ada dis guy joined tapi aku lupa namanya..

Introducing Nisha! Hehehe..

Shimah and the guy! Ntah nda ingat sapa namanya.

Me and Yanne~ Yan gambar lain trok usulmu. Iatah ku pilih ani.

Macam ani! Hahhaha

Pixxies!

Another packing the antiks session~

2008-01-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

Nda plang brapa ramai today. But it was fine. Took some pix. I was bored. So yeah~ Hopefully Saturday ramai-er lah.. :) Hopefully more of mum's side. Just enjoy the pics yeah?

Simple food saja~

Convict~ Haha.. Nene rugged kali ah~

Yazid ngantuk~ Hahaha.. Lalah~ Tapi chill kali ah duduknya ah!

After battling the sleepiness~ Finally! :D

Kursus Gymnastique~

2008-01-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Its already the 25th. Cheh! Aku mau cakap pasal 24th! Eeeeh! Mengusut jua 25th ani eh. Anyhu, im just gna say stuffs about wat happend on the 24th.

Our kursus gymnastique abis sudah! 24th afternoon around 2pm ada closing ceremony for us. It was fun. Cuz the askar ada performance. Pandai jua belakon. Hahaha.. Adakah laki2 pakai baju kurung kana suruh buat gymnastique. I undestand plang wat they trying to say. They were indirectly saying anyone can do/learn gymnastique. It was a great experience i must say. The drills and all. Basically being a soldier.

Things im gonna miss:

1. The sweating.
2. Hardcore warm ups and cool downs.
3. The PT Staff. So friendly.
4. Enche Abdullah! Chill saja orang atu usulnya. Muka strict tapi hati baik.
5. The teachers involved. Both men and women.
6. The soldier around the Berakas Garison.
7. The sound of whistle for kawat.
8. The fun-ness of gymnastique.
9. The chill time we had b4 and after practise.
10. Everything!

Haha nda payah pakai tangga kan?

Ani di luar gym kami di Berakas Kem. Rugged kan?

Us with the PT Staff. Nice Soldiers~ Hehehe

Aku inda banyak gambar tadi coz my camera tinggal dalam the car. Anyhu, 24th was a very tiring day plang. Woke up early around 7.30am then mandi then go Berakas Kem for gymnastique. Tho we dint do much but i felt tired. Oo now i remember. Actually we finished gymnastique early. around 10am. But me and Amin decided to go back UBD and join volleyball class. Dr Hamdan's class. So we entered ard 10.30am lah. Suppose to finish at 11am. Tapi ntah. Macam semua excited main. My team won 3 times. :P katakan handal, alum lagi lah. I'm still learning. Then finished ard nearly 12pm lah. Then semua org balik tinggal aku sama si Bad! Dad nya alum datang. Aku dangankan lah. Biasa, gentlemen. Hahaha. Anyhu dad nya aher datang. Aher brabis. Kul brapa kah. Ada sejam kali eh. Keke kata2. Haha nadalah! Lap u Bad!

Time nunggu dad nya!

I gotta buy white pants gi for the closing ceremony. Went to Soon Lee Lambak sekali abis! Shaits. Paksa g ke Batu Satu. Nasib jua ada. I bot it exactly 1.15pm! Dr. Hamdan lagi kan ambil aku from me crib. Ia minta dangankan ke Berakas Kem sal ia nda tau jalannya. Rushing brabis ku eh. Mandi apa then nda batah atu ada ia horn and call me. Shaits datang bah ia dah! We went there together lah pakai ketanya. Ia wakil lecturer UBD for us.

Lapas ceremony atu, Helmi, Henry and Yanne planning kan main badminton. Kan join tah ku jua. Balik tetidur pasal banyak minum Milo! Membagi kuat tah karang! Membagi melabui adalah! Woke up 530pm and i forced myself ke UBD. Jogged a bit and then main Badminton with them. Si Henry awal balik! Btw, ada kawan baru kami main jua. One of our Gymnastique Trainer. Namanya Papai or Popeye! Hehehe.. Ada gambarnya krg tu. Then after game kami ceta2 lah apa. Then 730 balik rumah. Sal drumah ada ramai2 lagi.

Ani lah si Papai. Yang di tengah-tengah tuuu.. Kekeke

Got Caught~

2008-01-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. Its our 3rd day kursus on Gymnastiques! 2moro last day. Yay! Anyhu, guess what happened tadi? Damn! I was told to do support/push up 10 times by the Soldier Boy~ Because why? why? why? why.....??? Because i yawned when we were listening to him briefing! Haha..

I dint know yawning can help u get fit. Haha.. maybe in army camps saja kali ah? Hahaha but it was fun tho. I learnt my lesson. Which is not to yawn when a soldier boy is talking infront. Haha. Paloii.. Sampai mati ku ingatkan tu eh. Macam i was the only one yang duing push up tat time. Others were just standing. Shaits! nearly 200 participants involved in the kursus and im the only one who got caught yawning! Sigh~ Mental.. Hahaha. But agen its siuk. New experience. And when i teach my students nanti, im gna try and catch them yawning. Then i'd know what to do! Hahaha..

But uknow, in anything you do kan~ All you gotta do is just chill kan?

Sumtymes yawning can be considered chilling. I'l refer that to the book of Chilling lah nanti. Bye for now. Gotta find white pants for tomorrow's gymnastique closing ceremony!

Start dah ramai-ramai drumah!

2008-01-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

2nd bro is getting engaged in March and 1st bro is getting married in April. Waaahhh.. Im so excited right now. Like ramai jua peepz coming kan tu? ani pun ramai dah. I mean they started packing the 'antik' dah for the big day. Mum and dad side lah banyak datang. Riuh rumah. Siuk lah. Tapi kadang2 payah jua. Nda relax jadinya. And payah jalan. Hahha.. But im thankful tho. And its gna be our first big thang d rumah! Cuz baru tah pernah org kawin drumah. Hahaha.. Siuuuuuuukk!!!

Haha.. that leopard thinge? i know mum chose that. Haha she rili love anything with leopard designs. These are some of the packings btw.

Young cuzins~

Cuzins who has been there for me~

Inside the 'packing room'

Bibi and Nonoi kana suruh MENARI for cash! Hahaha its a must for cuzins!

Haha very helpful Abang Angah! Imam ani tah banar.

Cuzins chilling with Nene and the Maids. Makan saja eh!

The maids~

Ani dorang saja kan main game ni! Ajis, Yazid and Wafi!

Haha Amit tu kan karaoke sama anaknya. Haha steady~

It's been fun having them around. Loving it. I just wish everyday is like this. So i wudnt have lonely days. I love my family. Thot of playing board games with them. But i dunt think they know how to. Hehe. I just wish someone could teach them and bring some more happiness and joy into the surrounding. But so far its been good enough. Yeap yeap! All you gotta do is just chill kan? Chillll~~~

Huge difference!

2008-01-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

After dimsum masatu! Was chilling by the car skajap. Then Hajah tried to hide behind the lamp post. Kira kurus lah tu. Cheh! Anyhu, i tried lah jua.. Haha i definitely CANNOT go undercover or some spying mission. Well atleast not yet. Hahaha.. Si Hajah, ok lah kali. But still, the ass was bulging out! Hahaha.. Gotcha! Bwahahaaha...

yea squeeze it in lady! Bwahahaha

Yesterday~

2008-01-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Saturday i had Nelson's Principle of Teaching class. The class starts at 8. Well i dun think im ready for having early classes yet. :) i came ard 8.45am. Hahaha.. When i entered the class, Nelson was like 'we are exactly ending this class now'. Hahaha. Ok, lemme put it in conversation lah ah.

As i entered the class......

Me: Sorry sir, im late.
Nelson: We are about to end the class.
Me: Sorry sir. (and i sat down. looking so blur and baru bangun tdur)
Me: There was no water supply at home sir.
Nelson: Really? Where do u stay?
Me: Kiarong sir.
Nelson: Eh, i stay in Kiarong. I have no problem with water supply. Which part du u stay?
Me: Serious sir. Hm, Jalan Dato Ratna sir.
Me: Hm, only our house sir. *smile*
Nelson: Oh, okay.. I take it. Dun't be late next class.
Me: Ok sir!

Hahaha shit, everyone knew i was bullshiting. But u people are wrong. Hehe. It wasnt rili abt the water supply tho. I duno why, but i chose to take that as my reason. Actually there was no electricity. Startin 430am. Sigh. It was very tiring and hot. Thats why i woke up late. Hahaha. Thats a reason kan? Been goin in class rili late lately. Class Jufri's and Hamdan also i was 30-40 mins late. Hope i can come earlier next time.

The class ended ard 9am lah. Chilled at Wazza till 11am. Hahaha.. Just chilling. Me, EJ, Helmi and Tajul. EJ balik then us three nda tau kemana. So kami jalan2 lah. Round2 Brunei. And makan d Jerudong. Nasi Katok. Jobless banar. Then antar Tajul balik UBD ard 2. Then me n Helmi chill d hostel. Atupun buruk jua. Tdur ku bah sana. One boring day. Macam malas bah kan balik ah.

Later that day, Hajah Norahmat texted me she was craving for DimSum. Banyak craving nya anak ani. Betian banar kali. Hahaha ia cakap ia PMS. Gurls~~ Anyhu picked her up ard 6 kali. Traffique g di Telanai atu. Anyhu, kami makan di Gadong Properties Foodcourt. Ceta2 and ol. I wasnt rili feelin well. Keep on coughin.

Balik ard 7pm cuz i gotta dangankan Abg Basar meliat DPMM Fc match di Stadium. Watched it with Abang and his friend. Si Din pun ada datang melawat aku dsana. Hehehe.. Atupun payah2 ia kan mencari seat ku. Yanne watched it jua tapi kami bemsg saja. Hahaha and Dudi have a new hair cut. He came in as a substitute. Wearing jersey number 30. Chill rambut mu atu Di. Baru chill~ hahahah. Well DPMM Fc drew 1-1 saja. Bila tah kan manang ni?

Been really really sick!

2008-01-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

*cough cough* Hehehe.. Barutah ada masa kan memblog. Its not that nada masa. But iv been sick and stil sick. Yeap its true iv been hospitalized. But it was only for 10 hrs. None of the family knows. Hehe i brot myself to hospital ard 10 at nite then kana suruh besiruk (the asthma thinge) and kana masukkan that water thinge. Got discharged in the morn and i drove myself back home. Haha cool kan? Nda nyusahkan org. But i was seriosly lonely that nite tho. Yang ada this org tua saja by myside.. Haha.. Anaknya ada jua plg. But they were sleepin. The resting room in emergency room atu is rili scary uknow. Hehehe.. The dox sed my o2 level was low. The funny thing is, how du they know iv been smoking?!

Haha freaks! Keke.. *i just cant stop smoking. i duno why. They wanted to give me heart check up. But i refused. Im afraid that im suffering from some heart disease o sumthn. Nauzubilah. For me, i better not know. I wanna enjoy lah dulu. Krg tau me ada penyakit, buring jua hidup ku tu. Tho my coughing has been rili teruk nowadays and my breathing mcm restricted. Sigh. Sabar saja, bawa berdoa and makan ubat. :) Btw, thanx to Hospital Ripas dox and nurses. You people are nice. well most of em. :)

At this very moment~

2008-01-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

Im with Helmi and Wat now d deli nutreesh. So bising here. Ada dis bunch of people so bising. Laughing and all and they are so annoying. Tua-tuanya... hahaha.. We been ere since 2pm just now. and now its nearly 6pm! Lalah~ Just chilling~

Manis ko atu Wat eh~

Apa ko lihat ah mi?

Anyhu, earlier today we entered class. Ckg Juf's class.. Kecergasan Fizikal. Inda ramai coz some kursus Gimnastik. Kamek start kursus on the 21st. 2nd session. Anyhu, i was late for class agen. And after class drg ceta.Ckg Juf(lecturer) was surprised i got an 'A' for my hockey. Baru ia tau i got A rupanya. Hahaha.. My frens cakap he was surprised. Hahaha whuuut? Dun i deserve an A? What can i say! I just love sports!

After class we chilled at Male Hostel's canteen. There was Leja, Wat, Gat, Babu, Helmi, Me and Shimmy. Shimmy antarkan my green form. After that, kami jumpa drg Mizah, Farah and Hariyanti d Qlap. Kami survey baju for our PJ shirt. Still surveying. Shaits, dari semester 1 bah dah kan buat. Alum tah jua jadi2nya. So hopefully, dis tyme jadi lah. After surveying, barutah kami ke Nutreesh. Chilling~ Later go golfing agen.. Ciao for now.

Excapade~

2008-01-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Chillin' with my two beloved cuzins. Nonoi and Bibi. aka Norkhadijah and Nuraisyah! Hahaha.. Rugged jua nama atu kan? Gez whats their brothers' name? Omar Ali Saifuddien and Aziz! Lagi rugged. Anyhu, we decided to go sushi-ing. Both of em balum pernah sushi in Brunei. They loved the salad sushi! Kekeke.. And they always laugh when i say 'Shake'. Uknow, the raw salmon sushi. Aste.. Enuf sayin, nah the pix..

Chilling in the waiting room!

Jobless. Waiting for the food~

The food

Rugged kan? Hahaha

When we are about to go~

Nonoi!

Bibi!

Me!

Just now i feel fatter. Now i feel flattered! :)

2008-01-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. Yea! But im not rili sure to be flattered or not. Ok here's the story~

I was out with Harry and the Gurlfren, Arip and Gadah. Met up infront of Centrepoint then decided to chill at Taurean Batu Besurat. Then sana, duduk2. Chill saja. Then i had a conversation with Harry's gf. Here we go~ btw i duno the name so il just type H's gf.

H's gf: Hey, can i hav a look at ur watch?
Me: Yea sure.
H's gf: Woo.. Nice~ *(btw Guess kali ah! Hahaha)
Me: Thanx.

After a while, smoked few ciggies and then she ask me stuff agen.

H's gf: So what do u do?
Me: Im a student.
H's gf: Where?
Me: UBD.
H's gf: Oh.. what year?
Me: Hmm, 2nd year.
H's gf: Ok~ you don't look like a student.
Me: Then what do i look like?

The conversation stopped for a bit. Distractions. And then continue lagi.

Me: So what do i look like?
H's gf: Hm, you look like....
Me: I look like what?
H's gf: Hm, you look like...
H's gf: Look like....
Me: What?
H's gf: You look like some rich kid who doesn't care about anything!

I was quite surprised. Back to the conversation agen.

Me: Whoooooot? Do i? Im not rich. Atleast not that rich. *giggles*
H's gf: Well you do.
Me: But im rich at heart. *giggles*
H's gf: Thats good enough.

Hahaha.. thats it. I know its sekadar. But now im a lil bit confused. Is it a compliment or not? Like the part 'who doesnt care at anything'? Damn gurl.. I do care about stuff. And gurl~ Im not rich. Im just one of the ordinary people. If it was a compliment, i thank you! if not, damn you! Hahaha..

What else happened?

Arip kana kajutkan oleh kucing yang duduk atas seliparnya. Hahaha.. ato ya!

Some pix to end this post.

Harry and the gurlfren!

Gadah yang manis~

Arip. nampak hickie nya! Bwoh!

Kucing yang kajutkan si Arip!

Earlier that day~

Went for a quick dinner with Hajah Norahmat. Keke. Well, she used to be my one month gurlfren. After we broke up, things weren't going our way. But soon then, we be friends. We became close friends, closer everyday. She's nice and she's caring. Thanx gurl. Even better, u give me support now to live life. Btw, we had satay. She was craving for it. Hahaha betian kali. Anyhu, the bf called jua masa we were out. Bf nya jeles i was out with her having dinner. Well dude, im sorry. But you dont have to worry abt a thang. She's more like my sister now. Anyhu, here are some pix of us. Enjoying eating satay at kianggeh~

14.01.2008

2008-01-14T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today i feel fatter. I think im gaining weight. Hope i reduce it asap. Semester ani blajar Basketball bah. And my knees lagi alum baik. Sigh~ So this a letter for my knee.

Dear Right Knee,

Assalamualaikum. How you been? Its been a while we havent talk. Tho ur always in my heart. Knee, i miss you so much. After that incident, ur never the same anymore. All i can do is just reminisce the times we spent together. Working out together like we used to. So passionate and we have the chemistry to achieve higher goals. I hope you recover soon. coz iv been missing you. Like seriously! Uhuh. I miss you. Come back to full recovery and together we will strive to the very best. In this oppurtunity, id like to tell you, i love you so much. Get well soon. I need you in my life. I wanna live with you. I wanna run with you.

Yours truly, GzuL.

:( that letter is so sad. It makes me wanna cry. :( its just i miss my knee..

Ok, other than that, today was just a very tiring day. Im gna go rest now. Then i might go out. Ciao bebeh. Adios amigos.

Assalamualaikum.

Glory Glory Glory Man United~

2008-01-14T00:11:00.001+08:00

6-0 bebeh!

What a performance! 6 to 0? Other teams especially Arsenal, Liverpool and Chelsea can't play attractive football as us! Hahaha... United are going up bebeh!

Thanx to goals from Tevez (2), Rio Ferdinand (1) and Cristiano Ronaldo (3).

One Chill Night~

2008-01-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

Ey o00~ Wazzzaaaa??? Kekeke... Had a chill night out again last night.

First, me and Shimmy went to Pasar Malam cuz i was craving for ayam panggang. Ia mau jua dangankan aku. Thanx Shimmy~ She introduced me to 'The Knox' burger. Ok lah. Nuthing beats Burger King! Never! Hehe.. Pasar malam i bot ayam panggang, tongking, puspa and Dutchess Knox Burger.

Shimmy excited over the Knox Burger

Me and Shimmy~

We picked up Shai (shimmy's bf/my friend) after pasar malam. Then we stopped blakang Pertama Jaya Lambak to eat the burger. Si Gat and Babu pun ada. Tapi drg kajap saja. Babu lagi gatal gatal. Hahaha kesian. Iatah lain kali sebelum jalan, mandi dulu.

Shai and Me wearing England Jersey. Macam bejanji~ Bwhahaha

Si Babu gatal-gatal

Si Gat likey-likey!

Love birds. They both look like birds too! Haha Serius!

After that kamek ambil Amin dari rumahnya coz i wanted to go golfing. Empire was closing so we main di RBA Golf Club saja. Siuk lah jua. But nuthin compared to Empire. Anyhu, at first kami saja dua. Then Lapek, Helmi, and Yanne joined. We were the last one to finish. Cuz we picked up the balls lagi yang di dapan. Its not allowed btw. It was fuuuuuuuuuuunnn!!! But my tangan sakit after that. Luan berabis main.

Glowing like a star~

Not so glowing Amin. Hahahaa!

Helmi's first golfing! Lapek 'tried' to teach. Yanne still trying to learn. Me, Amin Bored!

Yanne's Feeling It~ haha no need to close ur eyes meh~

All you gotta do is just Chill~ :)

After golf, we went to meet Dudi d pasar malam. Lagi ke sana. We chilled a bit. Then ard 1am we went to Justoys to watch Man United. Gila! Manang kali ah 6-0!!!! Wooohhoooo.. But we went home exactly first half. Cuz it was raining. Si Dudi pacah lagi! Bwahaha..

Sigh~ So tireed ah blogging~ Anyhu, after today i dunt think il be blogging as much. Coz skool's reopening. Uhuh.. But u never know. I might get bored. And have loadsa free time. U never know~~~ Bah thats all for now i think.

Enjoy life to the fullest. And dunt forget! When u try to live life, dunt forget to live it Chill-ly~ Muahaha.. Chow for now. .

Assalamualaikum..

Sleepless Nights~

2008-01-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. How you duin? Keke.. Anyhu last night, i cudnt sleep cuz i slept earlier already. Then im not sure wat tyme, Yanne texted me she's hungry and wanting to go makan mee goreng daging d restoran workshop di Serusop. Sian jua kan. So i picked her up lah. She makan mee goreng daging and drank cocktail as usual. me? i ordered orange juice saja. Din feel like eating.

Candid at workshop! Keke...

Chilled a bit. Then chow. Dint wanna go home yet and dint know where to go. So i sed lets take pictures! So i brot Yanne to Brunei Airport. Haha we took some pix there. Si Yanne takut ada orang. Tapi masih jua ia mau begambar. Kekeke.. Ok tu Yan.. Chill saja~

While we were taking pictures. There was a weighing device. Hehe.. We weigh ourselves and we found out both of us lost some weight. Tho i dun luk like ive lost weight but i did!

Mine is 46kg and Yanne is 80kg! Hahaha

More pictures~!

After Airport, we continue our 'journey' to Gadong. Ive always wanted to take picture with this sign. Keke..

Cancelled out the 'we're' word. Hehe change to 'I AM'

Yanne still believe in 'WE' i gez. Kekeke

Mall Gadong!

Hahaha.. We dint know where to go lagi. So we decided to go jalan2 saja kan. Then i went to Qlap Mall. Haha.. I found sumthing quite funny! Keke.. Tadddaaaa....

This mascot mustve been really really naughty! He's locked up! So kesian. I wonder what he had done to be locked in like this. Hm... He seems nice to me. He's my friend. I hug him whenever i see him. He's pretty much huggable and he always welcome me with open arms. I love u Jolibee my friend! Hopefuly i can see u again tonite.

After that we went to Dewan Majlis. Take sum mo pictures. Then Dudi called minta ambil. So we went Rimba then bawa ia jalan. We went Jerudong Park, Masjid Omar Ali Saifuddien and Pondok di Tambing. Enjoy the pictures. Im tired already.

Apa plang dapan masjid macam menyembah buddha. Bwahaha

Gotcha!

2008-01-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.. Been tryna find the location of certain pictures in my Motorolla Phone. Tried to find it for a very very long long time. Now, i gotcha! Hehe.. The pix includes:

Dining In At Secret Recipe In KK, Sabah~

It was our last night there and i rili wanna go and dine in. So i drag Helmi and Gat to join me. They din't wanna go at first place but aku pajal lah. Why i wanted to dine in so bad?

This is why!

True i brot some of the brownies back Brunei when i went KK with my family. But it dint taste that nice. Compared to the taste when you eat it when the brownies are hot plus the vanilla ice cream put on top. Nyum! Delicious! Heavenly! Hehe.. i might sound too exaggerating but thats what i feel when i eat it. Tasted it for the 1st time back in early 2007 with 'her'. It tasted more heavenly tho back then. Maybe now im missing the special ingredient, which is Love. Haha. I bot a piece of cake for Helmi and Gat plg jua. Sian jua kan dorang liat saja. So i bot them the famous cake of the shop. Chocolate Banana cake. No picture of it. Hehehe...

Massaged By Our Friend At Shahdon's Icon Style~

Her name is Ally kali. Well thats what i call her. I was telling her im having a very painful headache. Then she volunteered to massage me. So whatever. I was having a headache and she wanted to help. So ia massage kan. The next tyme i came there, i brot Helmi. Hehehe then i ask Ally to massage Helmi. Ally is a good masseur. Hehehe thanx Ally. Ur the best. And sumtymes she's a good listener. Sumtimes! hahaha. ehem ehem. Other friends yang i know from Shahdon's place is A.J, Zyah and Bobby.

Ur the best Ally. Hehehe

Her Pictures~

Got some pix of her. When we were together. :)

1. Look at the pic when i was wearing white. I think thats the 1st time i did my hair smartly using a comb! Hahaha. Usually its spikey bebeh! She sed i was cute. Tats why i was smiling. Hahaha. She was smilling too. Bcuz i sed she's cute too. Duhhh~ Hahaha.

2. 2nd photo is when her family celebrate her b'day di Excapade. I was invited! Bwahaha better yet, by the mum! Bangga~ Bwahaha.. The cake was tha bomb! Pic with her siblings. Adek n Gmah.

3. The sweet smile of her. Wearing green jacket. At my place studying for LND i think. Manis eh. :)

4. Went ear candling with her. But the orang inda pandai. We cudn't see the taie telinga. Ear candling suppose to keluarkan the thingy jua kan? Anyhu it was fun and relaxing. Got massaged!

5. Her singing with the sister, Gmah. Gmah got admitted into hospital. They were singing Bubbly kali from Colbie sumthing. I was terrified after that. Sumthing happened.. But i managed to be strong tho. Did the best i could.

Some More Pix~

Me and Helmi trying out some accessories at Ego, Yayasan. Helmi : Jacket and Cowboy hat. Me : Bling Bling, Hat and Army quarters. Anyhu, the other picture is Gat. Head of barbeque when celebrating 'Her' birthday at my place.

Joining My Gurlfriends Shopping~

Dua orang ani gila shopping ni. Nampak saja yang lawa kan di balinya tia. In other words, crazy lah. Hahaha whhuuut? Ok, they like the shoes they were wearing. Then they bought it. Hahaha. I think they bought 2 pairs there. Hmm...

Went coffee zone and i ordered Chocolate+Vanilla milkshake and Crunch Gateau Cake! Wow! Nyum! Brabis! They ordered hot drinks + Blueberry cheesecake and something Tiramisu kali.

And i went to the Surau at the Mall. Hope the maintenance department can do a better job on making the Surau smell more nicer. Especially the sofa. Other than that, everything was alryte.

Hehehe thats it for now. Actually theres more to post but now im rili rili tired. Hehehe.. Goodnight you people.. I love you.. Kekeke..

Oooo my gooood~ Im starving! Bwoh! This is bad! Bwoh! Tennet~ Tennet~ Tennet~ *scary music playing*

woooshh....

*to be continued*

Shaits~

2008-01-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yeah SHAITS~ hehehe.. Guess what? Mum just called from Limbang. Btw, she's there with daddy. Biasa tu drg atu. Chill sama bali pasu. Mum is so into pasu and bunga more n more nowadays. Kekeke nuthing wrong with that. Anyhu, iatah bah... She called asking me who was the gurl who came to pick me up last night.

Siapa nah? Yanne!!! The conversation was sumhow like this.

Mama: Jul, mana ko?
Aku : Drumah, knapa?
Mama: Antar si Ajis karang balik ah.
Aku : Ah bah...
Mama: Nya bapa mu ada bini2 datang krumah dmalam. Siapa?
Aku : Aste. Kawan ku. Knapa?
Mama: Skajap jua ko belurih bini2. Playboy jua ko ani.
Aku : Apa eh. Kawanku skulah ganya kali ah.
Mama: Lesennya 87 kan. Anak siapa tu?
Aku : Anak ntah. Kawanku skulah ganya tu. Napa?
Mama: Anak siapa?
Aku : Aste. Anak kawan mama ah. Pg Alam.
Mama: Ada anak Pg Alam masuk UBD kan?
Aku : Aste. Bukan Pg Alam. Yg sekolah sukan ah.
Mama: Ah.. Awangku Alam. Zacky atu.
Aku : Ahh ia tu! Aste.
Mama: Bah jangan di bawa bini2 kerumah lagi. Jangan tah dulu kan serious. Sudah ko tau erti hidup nanti, ko paham semuanya, pilih tah ko bini2, mama tunangkan kau sama2 dengan abang mu nanti.
Aku : Hahahah... Be gf pun ku alum ma... Ok tu. Chill saja.
Mama: Bah mama aher balik sikit ni. Ngusai air con apa. Mana tahan panas.
Aku : Bah bye~

Bapa lah ni yang ceta arah mama. Ada bini2 ngambil aku. Padahal si Helmi ada dalam keta atu jua ah. Aste. Tapi nda apalah. Mama just wanna make sure i choose the right gurl. She doesn't want me to get heartbroken again i think? Well thats what i think. I duno eh.

All i know is that I love my mama, daddy, brothers, sister, anti and the rest of the family. muahsz!!!!

Gimme some love!

Brother love out!

Chill saja~

2008-01-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

Yanne's Night~

Ur always beautiful Yan. Haha Not!
Balum g pacah. Pacah tia sudah. Hehehe

Last night Yanne bawa me and Helmi to BBQ kawannya d Tutong. Tarus2 ia bawa ah. Anyhu, she picked us up pakai keta mamanya. On the way Tutong, kami ambil kawannya g si Dudi! Hahaha pacah ni orang. Chill banar. Masuk bah dengan aku n Helmi. The way we joke, talk and laugh mcm weve known each other for a long time dah. We joke and laugh hard along the way to Tutong. Yanne annoyed brabis lah. She felt left out. Haha and she admited she has been 'bodoh' lately. Therefore lambat menangkap our jokes.

Pacah ni org ah! Sup geng! Hahaha ani lah si Dudi. kdg2 Yudi. Kdg2 Judi.

And Yanne's driving, nda betantu. Simpang lagi slalu limpas. Hahaha.. Anyhu, kami sampai di Tanjung Maya, Tutong arah rumah si Nad ard 8.15pm. Pikir masak tah dah ni. Masak plang eh. Tapi baru kayu nya. Hahaha. So kami lapar brabis we decided to go Bandar Tutong dulu. Makan Jolibee. Plus Yanne gotto withdraw 1st and buy minyak kan. Kami Jolibee lah. C Helmi sama Dudi ngacau and tepikat arah pekerja Jolibee ah. Apa lagi, pacah lah jua lagi drg. Hehe.. Layan saja tia.

After makan, we go balik ke rumah si Nad. Makan lotsa ayam and kambings! Atu kanyang! Brabis bah ku makan. Peduli ku eh. Rezeki kali ah. Then masa kan balik si Dudi curi 3 cawan plastique dari sana. Hahaha untuknya 'minum' later nya. Pacah eh! Then we went 2 ambil kawan Yanne. Bakal Ustazah yoooo.. Ustazah Siyah. Hehehe.. and then ambil g sorang di Batu Satu, namanya si Naqiah a.k.a Naq. We go jolibee d Bowling Utama kajap just to chill. Then go Gadong dapan Justoys and just chill by the car.

Front: Me Helmi
Middle: Dudi Naq Yanne
Back: Ustazah Siyah

Theres this one dude. Lawa ia menari tapi iatah ganya pandainya kali. I mean atu saja narinya. Rugged plang. Macam high jua ia atu, mcm nda jua. Sakit! Hahaha.. & oOooo.. We got locked outside by Siyah. Haha does Helmi and I look like bad guys? Yanne had to pee and minta dgnkn. Dudi and Naq dgnkan. Tapi siyah nda mau ikut and ia nda mau tinggal jua, sal ia takut kana tangkap basah. So i sed, me and helmi tunggu luar saja. We went out of the car then ia tarus suruh naikkan window keta and lock the doors. Atu banar~ Apakan kami ani? Perogol? Hahaha.. I dun blame her. Maybe she's tempted. Hahaha biasa~ irresistable kali ah. ahahaha. whhhhuuuT?

Chilled a bit til 3 kali. Then ke rumah si Dudi. Then balik ard 4 d rumah Yanne. D gurls balik then Me Helmi and Dudi sambung g chill d Kianggeh. Nada pandai lalah. And we were so crazy that we danced right infront of SOAS college traffic light. Hahahha we were dancing like crazy! ahaha krg lah liat videonya. Chill then balik. went home ard 5.15am then slept ard 8am. Still paning now.

Iatah adangtah eh. Nanti ku becaita lagi. Lalah buiiii... Bwahahaha..

Love is in the air~

2008-01-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS to my muchly loved brother Haji Md Azrol Alim and his soulmate Ka Hajah on the pre-engagement thing last night.

Adat mengagai happened last night without me knowing that is. Its okay i wasnt told coz it was for orang tua-tua saja. Meng-agai is like merisik. The lelaki family goes to the perempuan family to ask permission to get betunang.

Heard everything went well. Sadly i cudn't be there. But still im happy for them. They're deeply in love and decided to go to the next level. Mudahan bahagia sehingga ke anak cucu. Ahaks~

Again~

Congratulations on finding your other half,
the one who shares your love,
Gives hope to your dreams, and completes your life.
Your devoted hearts are comforted
by your unselfishness, and willingness
to honestly give yourselves to one another.
You have developed a loving relationship
built around strong values, mutual respect, trust,
and the essence of a lasting relationship,
…your unconditional love.
When you take two people truly in love
and join them together,
you make one amazing life.
We are wishing you the very best
in starting your new family
And continuing to make each other’s lives better.
May all Your Years be Happy.

Engagement is the time between
Being two and one.
It moves so fast the mountains shift
Before the survey's done.

It's not a thing you can get used to,
Trying for a fit;
It's sheer uphill, the road to bliss,
And when you're there, that's it.

Exciting, thrilling, always new,
Full of joy and fear;
Things race by, yet move so slow
A month can take a year.

Love must wait, quite patiently,
To find its proper form;
Yet there it is, when we can look,
The peace within the storm.

Kota Keriangan~

2008-01-10T06:56:00.000+08:00

Last week i was thinking of going somewhere far. alone. just to relax my mind,body and soul and be adventurous. Wanted to be alone but somehow, i thot of my frens. 1st told Helmi that i wanna go KK. Skali ia on! Then baru tah kami runding other PJ's associates. So yang mau pegi Helmi, E.J, Wat, Gat sama Aku! Why go alone when u got friends to be there with you.

After runding punya runding, we decided to go on the 6th. Was quite happy and luking forward to it. But what happened the night b4 the journey just ruined it. I got hurt again. Deeper. Sigh. But sokay, im over it dah. Thanx to the journey and retail therapy.

There are signs plang mcm tells me that i shudnt go KK. Mcm banyak obstacles lah. 1st my car broke down ard 1am d rimba. Flat battery nya after a whyle on the fon w sum1. was there til 4ish am! damn! Tried calling friends and cuzins cuz i dint wanna kacau my family. Kesian jua. Aher kali ah aku balik. So back 2d story, no1 was able to help me out except 2 livesaver frens! Amin and Khairuldin. Tho dey dint help much, but there were there for me. They came as soon as i called them. They tried to help. Like din tried to find his jumper p nada and even asked security UBD 4 it. Amin went to me and dangankan aku even mumnya nda lapaskan. Thanx guys! I love you both. Bagus ni drg ah.

Anyhu, nada jumper for my battery so i called 24/7 roadside thingy. Tho they charge $15 for the lil service but i was thankful. Dapat jua ku balik n tidur. Kan ke KK bah. Went home ard 4.30am then bangun g at 6.30am. Sakit! After packing and bla bla bla.. i drove myself to Helmi's crib ard 10am? kali lah. Then dsana ada EJ, Gat and Helmi dah. They were waiting. Ard 11 kami kan chow, nampak tia buduh c Gat. Ia ketinggalan Passport nya. Talur! Nda lagi ia tau dmana ia taruh. Ish ish.. So kami jalan dulu ke Limbang and meet up d Temburong. Paksa tah ia bawa sebuah keta jua. Ani pun another obstacle jua. Another one was I was having a bad fluu! Damn flu!

Before picking up Gat and Wat d Temburong.

Sampai Limbang kami makan sugar bun. Nyaman kali ah fish burgernya. Nyum! Chow lagi. Then d Temburong kami ambil c Henry a.k.a Wat and c Steven a.k.a Gat. Ada gambar cuzin c Wat krg ni k. Berisi! Mcm cute jua mcm nda jua. Hahahaha then sambung lah journey kami g.

Menunggu c Gat!

Si Gat arriving.

Ani lah cuzin si Wat. Anak Buahnya kali. Cute kah?

1st picture all together. Si Henry slalu bagi 'f*ck' kalau begambar. I duno why.

I was driving the whole time. Tapi kami chill saja. No rush No pressure. Cuz we just wanna enjoy our time. Sang songs, bullying Gat, share some jokes and begila lah along the way ke KK. Sampai KK b4 6pm lah. And Kota Kinabalu was changed its name by me to Kota Keriangan! Bwahaha chill banar nama atu. Since then we call KK, Kota Keriangan.

Kami tukar duit dlu after that d Centrepoint, Sabah. Then kami chill jalan kaki cari hotel to stay. Siuk lah. Macam chill. Ada video nya krg tu. Hehehe. Jalan2, kami ke pasar malam dulu liat2 brg. EJ yang dulu shopping lah. Ia bali this bag. Basar beg nya! and its only RM$25. Wah so untung. Just thot i shudv bot it when kami balik dah. Shit! Rugi ku! Hahaha.. Nada mau rugi. Then finally we found our hotel. Mandarin Hotel. Its by a small garden, near to Centrepoint and near to the city lah. and near to........ hehehe adaler. The room was quite nice. Airconditioner sucks a bit but it was fine. Enuf for the five of us to sleep. We dint rili care cuz nda kan stay hotel saja kan. Mau jua explore KK. We chipped in cash. At first, for one night saja tapi after sum discusions, 2 nights lah kami sambung.

Di Centrepoint.

Apa-apa ni bawa makan Burger King Dulu! Wahahaha nyaman!

Banarnya kami kan ke Gunung. Tapi mcm rushing, so nda jadi. Plus it was a last minute plan and we dint bring much cash. or not enuf cash. So we just stay d Bandar KK. Ok lah jua. 1st night we jalan2 a bit surveying the shops. then later at night we went to Rhythm and Blues Pub. A place just to relax, drink some and sing some. Hehe karaoke bebeh! D pub was empty. Chill lah sal mcm kami saja customernya. Mcm kalau ramai2 atu sanak jua rasanya. Si EJ lah banyak menyanyi. Nada membagi chance org atu! Hahaha we all sang lah. Including Isabella which we sang altogether with different voice. Ada suara Saleem, Zamani and Jamal Abdillah. Siuk lah. We enjoyed our time. The pix are with EJ. Nantilah aku postkan. Alum ku jumpa ia. Rindu plang ku nah. Hehehe..

Balik hotel ard 3 kali.. P me with Helmi jalan2 cruising g a bit. Gila banyak pondan dsana! And uknow waht? At first we dint even know they were pondan. Paloi! Lawa2 wah pondanya. Kalah yang d Brunei ah. Shaits~ But night dsana scary lah. Laki2 nya perunding, lapar, drunk and ntah. Loadsa bad things. even the kids. Sigh~ Then kami balik hotel. Drg c Gat, Wat and EJ was trying to sleep. When we came in kan tdur, drg nda jadi tdur sal me n helmi begila n bising. Hahaha.. Ikut tia semua. Eventho the room was dark, we talked and pacah lah! Ketawa saja. Cudn sleep till it was 7am. Hahaha ada saja wah yang kan d ketawakan ah. We were loud! Imagine org putih near by our room told us she was gonna report it to the reception. Nasib jua kami minta maaf when she was on the way goin to the reception in the lift. Hahaha we were crazy i tell you!

Haha siapa tu nah?

Ntah wat tyme kami bangun then we go mamam then continue jalan2. We went to Karamunsing, Centrepoint, Warisan Square, KK plaza, Wisma merdeka and loads more. Banyak kami aga. Tanjung aru pun. Tempat chill. Siring Pantai. P sayang, wen we dtg, 2tup dah kadai makannya. We chilled dapan Promenade hotel ja by the sea. Chill lah jua. Waiternya pun chill brabis. Namanya apakah. sumthn in in.. bukan jua syukrin. Ntah lah. Tapi chill. tapi mcm retard jua. Hahaha nanti aku bawa kamu KK aku jumpakan kamu ia lah. Usulnya mcm si Rauf plg. My PJ friend. P ani, less Gangsta sikit. Hahaha. Kami balik dari sana then chill g arah pub ampir Hotel kami. Apa namanya ah? Lupa lagi. Yang penting aku ingat ada org putih laki2 mabuk. Mauk ngacau org ah. Gf kawannya g d hump2 nya and kiss2 and hug2. Hahaha waitress d rundingnya and org lain yang duduk dsna pun d kacau nya. Sakit org atu eh.

Balik hotel then tdur. Nda bising sal sudah kana complain. Hahaha... Tdur tarus sal lalah lah jua. Hahaha ooooo ooo oo! Baru gue ingat. We had to push Prado twice that nite. Sal nda dapt start. Hahaha menyurung tah kami. Nasib jua malam. P esuk paginya, g bari malu. D road was busy and we had to push jua otherwise it wont start. Malu plang tapi siapa jua tau kami. Hahaha.. Experience lah tu and both good and bad memory. Siuk lah.

Mama called and asked me wer i was. I sed KK. Hehehe mum asked me to balik the next day. Hahaha i know. I was in big trouble. And i knew my results d KK. Cool jua kan tu? hehe. Results ok plg. tapi nda satisfying. Buring! Atleast i got 2 A's now for my kemahiran sukan. Badminton and Hockey! Rugged kan? Ada bakat kali ah jadi guru sukan!

Our receptionist. Nda ingat sapa namanya.

We balik lah on the 8th. After bali burger king for my bro and my shoes, we balik. Wished we cud stay a bit longer. Cuz Brunei is a painful country to live nowadays. After wat ive been goin thru. But i cant be selfish. Gat had to jumpa Babu. EJ was missing his Gf~ So balik lah.

So Sweet~~

EJ's d bitch! Dint know Helmi got feelings towards him too! Bwahaaha

Kami antar c Gat balik ke kampungnya. Aiiii atu chill tempatnya. Kpg Semabad kali. Iatah kami kan buat trip g sana. Stay sana. D sungai macam chill. Ada pondok g siring2 nya. Tempat menyalai pun ada. Tempat c Gat tinggal g chill! Rumah panjang! Baru tah ku pernah melihat nitu. Hehehe.. Di atas bukit g. Nyaman anginnya with view of green refreshing bukit. Chill tempat atu eh. Baru ia! We had to push jua after that. Sal battery flat g. Payah! But was ok. Aku sampai rumah ard 9pm kali. Lalah buiiii but siuk! OoOoo! Forgot! i saw this imigration guy. And automatically i sed hmmmm~ like seeing a beautiful girl! Damn i think im turning gay! Bwahahaha.. Helmi pun tekajut. Damn!

Balum plg lagi d full version tu. Panjang bah cetanya. Tapi udahtah dulu. aku bah lalah. cana kan chill kalau lalah. Hahaha.. Udah ku nda lalah, ada ku post g tu. Banyak bah ketinggalan. Dun worry i have time for my blog. Moreover, this blog is the only thing i can share my life with. Hehehe awwww... so sad! Bah chill out!

PJ Associates! Kota Keriangan! 2008!

PGGMB Gathering Party~

2008-01-09T10:28:00.001+08:00

5.01.2008 there was a PGGMB Gathering Farewell Partayy~ Gmah organized it. Adi c Hatul. At first my job was only to be the bouncer with Helmi. But last minute, dorang nada host. Ada plg. Shimah saja. Iatah drg mau another one. Its either me or Helmi. Helmi nda mau so i willingly accept the task. Last minit brabis! Tho i duno how to host. Antam saja tia.

Was not being myself. which is cheery and happy. Wasnt rili feeling it that nite due to several reasons. Anyhu, it was a black and white party thingy. Malas kan bali baju lagi. So i just wear kinda black jeans, white collar T and my white Air Jordan shoes.

Before coming to the party, i went to Borneo Clinique. My nose nda stop bleeding. Sigh. Penyakit penyakit. Bayar lagi $35 for medicine and consultation. Damn~ Well thats life kan? Anyhu, b4 that i managed to squeeze in time 4 a hair do. I went to Shahdon's Icon Style Salon to do my hair. Hehe advert japs. Anyhu, Shahdon asked me to just sit and said he'll cut my hair new style. So i just sat. Was ok plang. Then finishing touch nya lah aku suka. He sprayed green spray thinge on my hair. Its supposed to lift up the texture of the hair and show some green color. It was cool. Then A.J was there jua in the salon. Kawannya. He gave me opinion jua which spex to wear for the night. Thanx AJ and Shahdon!

Arrived d Asma ard 7.45 kali. Thot i was late. Shimah lagi aher. Shim! hehehe. Started the thing ard 8.30pm. It was ok. Shudve done better tho. If it was told to me earlier, me and Helmi wud've come up with something better and fun-ner. Hehehe Yeap!

Anyhu, i dunt have any pix of that night. Iatah aku ambil dari Shimah saja dmalam. Ani saja ku ada....

Hottest Hosts!

C Helmi control!Bwhaahhaa

Shit. I luk like... ntah!

Glowing. Cahaya Nur. Chosen one? Haha btw, pic with Beautiful Nishy!

Chill Grill Muh F*ck! Bwahaha

When 'so much' turns to 'too much'

2008-01-09T09:34:00.000+08:00

God knows iv tried. God knows i never gave up. God knows my feelings n my pain. Thru a lot of thinking, i realised that my love for her is too much. Considering how much pain she put me thru. Even the strongest man can breakdown and cry. But yeah at first i love her 'so much', but now i love her 'too much'. Get it? Hehehe... Btw, i dreamt of her again just now. hmm, weird...

The song and lyrics are especially for her...

La...la...la...la...la

Now that I've lost everything to you

You say you want to start something new

And it's breaking my heart you're leaving

Baby I'm grieving

And if you wanna leave take good care

Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear

A lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh baby, baby, it's a wild world

It's hard to get by just upon a smile

(yeah...) oh baby, it's a wild world

I'll always remember you like a child girl

You know I've seen a lot of

What the world can do

And it's breaking my heart in two

Coz I never want to see you sad girl

Don't be a bad girl

But if you wanna leave take good care

Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there

Just remember there's

A lot of bad and beware

La...la...la...la...la...baby I love you.

U know, sumtymes im quite amazed by songs. Macam as if they know what we're thinking. Kan? O what we feeling. I rili mean exactly! hehehe.. Bah enjoy~

Kota Kinabalu~

2008-01-03T04:29:00.000+08:00

Went KK on the 26th. Then balik on 29th? ntah ah. 4 cars convoy. Peeps: Dad, Mum, Nene Girl, Nene Pudak, Mit In & Anti Janah, Usu, Imah. My Sis Alai, Cuzins: Adul, Nonoi, Bibi, Inah, Azimah, Hakeem, Adibah, Hafiz. And me self! Hehehe..

The queue to go KK was long brabis. Waiting for both Ferries and the immigrations. Damn! We tolak dari rumah 6.30am and sampai KK 9.30pm! Gila batah. Sangal bah! Aku g pakai Prado! Menangis! Sudah tah bising! Seatnya g nda dapat d limpangkan. It got stuck! Straight bah duduk ku all the time.

Along the way was full of pain. Mentally and physically! Cudn't stop thinking of her. Sigh. Anyhu, arrived d hotel dah 9.30pm so kadai tutup jua dah kan tu. So kami chill d hotel lah saja. Dorang makan2 but i din feel like it. Mcm siuk jua liat drg happy and all. Then later, i decided to go out and just relax my mind. So i went to this pub called 'The Office'... Watched Man United match. Won! Think it was 4-1? ntah lupa ku. Wasnt rili concentrating. Went back to hotel. Feeling sad and ol, i decided to kold my bro. We talked and he kinda comforted me. Thanx Abang Basar! Managed to sleep then.

The next day, ok lah.. Started the day with Burger king! hehee reward myself? Then du a bit of shopping kali. As time passed by, everythin was olryte i gez. Btw, sum conflict happend on the second day there between mum and nene. Mum decided to go back Brunei. But we my expert skills on negotiating, mum decided to go back the 4th day.

1st 2 days, we stayed in Marina apartment. Then 3rd day we had to find new place to stay. Buring, we had to move out. But anyhu, we found D'Megah Hotel. Its a bit far away from the city. But, its not bad afterall. The room was nice and the surrounding was friendly.

Eh ngaleh ku becerita ani eh.. nanti tah ku ceta g. Buring... its 5.30am now! Chill, chill jua.. Mau jua tidur... Bwahaha.. Subuh g manggil tu! Baik jua bawa sembahyang apa-apa ani. Bah i'll let the pix du the talking for now. *yaaaaaaaaaawwwwnnn*

Assalamualaikum~

1st and 2nd day kali ni

3rd day

3rd & 4th day!

Sum sceneries along the way home