Just for laughs~ :D

Hahaha so cute~



Hahaha really! So dramatic!



Atu sadih anjingnya..

Team Bonitos in action..

Hehe remember the post about my boots? Hehe.. just got the picture from fahmiabas.multiply.com. Our official photographer. Ya'll should visit his page. He's a very talented photographer. He used to work for Brunei Times. And he also took abang's wedding pictures.. :)

Btw, highlight of the match was abang basar's spectacular finish. Haha.. He shot just outside the penalty box and beat the keeper. He ran away to celebrate and uknow what he did? He buka his baju and keep on running.. Bounce bounce! (im talking about my eldest brother) :D Well he usually celebrate that way if he score good goals or important ones. I admire his confidence.. You go bro!

For Mama~

We had a bbq for mama last time.. Bila kah tu.. dun remember ah. Its for mama's successful operation.. Plus untuk santai-santai.. Batah dah nda bbq drumah. Slalunya picnic di pantai.. Yang ada, my familee, usu's familee, ngangah's familee, imah's familee, mit in's family and nene..

Bandar Outing~

Went out with Adul (my cuzin) to take sum pictures di Bandar. Unfortunately, most of the cucul balum buka. And still streets are still filled with Bandaran trucks.. People still tryna decorate the Bandar. Ruined my mood. Bida jua tu ada truck ampai-ampai.. So took just few pix..

Pulau Pelumpong~

Yesterday was a very hectic day. But funny how short time goes by nowadays. Nda kerasahan bah hari berlalu pergi ah. Aste. Well i was layan-ing rasa memancing all day long. Actually it started the day before jua. 2 days of non-stop fishing! Well, someone yang nda minat might think its boring. But i had fun.

The day before went fishing w judin. Then pagi bangun with judin lagi d sg matan. Then sambung g with Aiman and Badud ke Pulau Pelumpong around 2. Sampai 7pm. Then baru ani baru balik dari Sg Besar and Sg matan g with Adul. Hahaha.. Lalah? Adalah sikit.. Anyhu, Pelumpong was a new experience for me. Pakai boat kesana. Then mengail by the sea lagi. More types of fishes.. :) Catch of the day! Below.. wooooo basar yo~ 3-4kgs kali.. 7 minutes of good fishing.. Steady man!

Btw, i fell down the rocks masa kan balik. Ato sakit! I fell on my butt.. Haha.. I got 4 cuts on my leg cuz of that fall.. Shaits! But im okay~ chill saja~

Aiman during battle!

I made him sing for the video! hahaha.. Baibun bah man!

Sigh.. No big fish yet for me.. :) but it will come.. Fishing needs patience.. :) Don't stop believing.

Just Realised..

:) yesterday i just realised sumthn. Well it's nuthing really. But i just wanna post it. Yesterday, sumthn opened up my mind. That incident made me 'see' again.. Iv been adoring, admiring and always feel amazed by this certain gurl. She did lotsa stuff that hurts me but still i adored her. No longer baby~ Ive been a fool for putting your position amongst people i love..

Think abt this peeps. Imagine~~

Iv been doin lotsa stuff for this gurl. Iv been there thru her downs. I gave her strength and confidence. Iv took so much care for her much better than i took care of myself. Iv spent a lota cash on her too. And iv spent so much time for her. I tried to do the impossibles just for her.. Sigh. Peeps, its not kata-kata. I swear to god i wasnt insincere. All i need was just a simple thank you.. Feel me?

But hey! Everythings fine now. Now i know, how ungrateful she is. How bitchy she can get. Truly, she IS a bitch! Haha whore~ Anyhu, sorry for the language. And now, im thankful ur outta my life! Well, not entirely.. But yeah~ Ur kinda outa my life..

After this post, i have no offense against u. Astaghafirullah. Im sorry. Had to let it out. Ko jua bah, nda chill.. Apa salahnya u appreciate me sumtimes. Its always been hard for u huh?

Aint it a beauty!

Aint it a beauty? Yuhuh~ Damn it is!

Listen up first. The story began last night. Abang bawa main bowling. When i picked his bowling balls arah bunk nya, he showed me these boots. Dint rili care until noon tadi. Haha.. was just trying my luck really. Texted abang basar saying "Bang, kalau kau beduit, balikan ku stupur total 90 untuk main karang malam". Well i texted abang angah too..

Guess who called after 8 minutes? Abang basar! Haha.. what did he say? "Bah ko dmana ni? Dimana ko kan membali stupur ani? Abang kan abis dah main bowling ni." Well the place siring sana jua kan, Gills Sport di Bangunan Kuning. I rushed tarus antar anti ke Hospital Rimba and then drove fast to Gills Sport. Phew, it was a very short trip.. :P Alai was with me jua. She tried to talk with me and i just said yeah. And then few mins after that i asked what she was saying. Hahaha.. Total 90 was on my mind dah kali ah..

Abang paid for it and damn i was happy! Ive never been this happy lately. I was so happy that i used my cash on buying alai fun donuts she was craving for. anikan kapeh dah.. Hahaha.. Well atleast we both happy. Eh, anti pun happy pasal lapas atu kami ambil ia d hospital then bawa ia round Brunei.. Hahaha.. Happy ia nda kaja tapi last last, ia gtau ia mau balik pasal pakaian banyak lagi kan di strikahnya.. Hahaha Ato commited! Well thats about it.. eh eh eh, the Football match!

We played against team cuzin bini abang. Kaka ipar ku lah tu punya cuzins. anyhu, theres this dude, cari klaie.. Hahaha mental ia arah ku. ia cakap, "kalau kan main, main tani di luar"... hahaha pikir gagar tah ku tu? Layan! Aku ON! Hahaha tapi abang gtau aku, yg dlawan ani cuzin kaka sunny. Biarkan tia lah ia mental.. In the end abang cakap dgn dorang team atu, the guys pun nda brapa tau ia. Kana bawa2 saja.. hahaha.. patutah. Nda skulah kali. Kalah psychology dah tu.. well, they loss.... 7-2!!! Bwahahahaha...

Miri Hols~

Alhamdulillah, Ma's operation went well. It took 90mins. Everythang's fine now. Tho she cant do heavy stuff at the mo'. No badminton yet. :) Rest dulu ma ah~ Hehehehe..

I was telling my lil sis few days ago that she's really lucky now that ma and dad's relationship is goin on well. Frankly saying, when my brothas and me were growing up, we went thru hell. Parents having lotsa fights and arguements. Lotsa times parents nearly broke up. :) but thankfully and im grateful it dint happen. Alhamdulillah past few years, everythang goin on really well. Awesome! :D Now they spend a lot of time together. And they even watched movie at the cinema together. Well it was a new thang for me coz i havent seen them do that before. Lotsa picnics and barbeques now. Lotsa holiday trips together. And much more~ :D

Ngaleh pa? Hehehe

Cuzins

Reason im posting this is just to show my love and care to both me parents. Especially ma, whu just had her operation. 31st May, we went to Miri for hols. Abang ikut jua. Supposedly to have some private time and enjoy the hotel room. Hahaha roite~


Stayed in Marriot Hotel. We had 3 rooms. Tapi masa awal2, ada problem sikit. So the hotel asked us to have a 'drink' at their cafe. We ended up spending around RM200 on food and drinks at the cafe. Hahaha biar ia. Hotel bayar.. Sapa suruh beulah..

Abang kusut jua pasal mama pakai biliknya to serve food for everyone. Haha room nya bebau ayam merah, daging rendang, telur masin, lauk masin and others. Hahaha.. Wow! Enjoying the hotel room huh? Hahaha.. But i ges they were fine. As long he has his wifey kan? Aww... so sweet~

Mama and Dad swimming saja ah. Mama kana ajar oleh daddy. So sweet.. Dad orang kpg ayer kali ah. Mama org darat~ :D Sama jua abg basar ajar wifey nya. Aku ajar siapa? Aku ajar diri ku sendiri lah! wahahaha.. Well, i was busy taking pictures..

Apa tu? Belurih? Kekeke...

Steady pa~ Hahaha...

Other thangs happened? Hmm, mama kana suruh lap meja d this kadai. Hahaha berani ia. Ato mama macam marah. But she kept her cool. My bad for choosing a bad garai. I was just craving for seafood and dad brought us there. Ceh.. Hmm, Bro bot new bowling ball. Haha.. Yeap he's rili into it now. He bot anotha one recently d S'pore btw.

So cute~

Overall, I enjoyed the short holiday. Happy to feel the love around me. Happy for them love birds. Ma, Dad, Abang, Kaka Sunny. :D

Expression

Tears dripping. Yea, i do cry. This is the other side of my life. Besides being happy ol d time. I do have problems as everyone else jua. So sad, so disapointed, so tired, so entah.. Have u ever had the worse day in ur life? i think mine, today is one of it. Sigh.. Unwanted text msgs sent to me last nite. Then just now argued with mum and dad making the whole house bising.

Have u ever felt misjudged? Hate it when that happend. Worse, have you ever felt how bad you are for arguing with your mom yang kan operation in 3 days? Yeap i know that feeling.. It fcukin hurts and makes u feel ur stupid and ungrateful.

"masa damit ganya ko kan bemanja sama aku, masa basar nda lagi ko pandai ada". This is one of the things what ma said to me when we argued. At that moment, my heart beats faster and tears drippin out more. Yea true i miss being a kid sometyme. Now that ur older, u have more responsiblities and there are some things u are restricted to do w ur mum. But you know ma, I will always love you ma..

Haters, you can shut ur mouth up if u think this post is too much. Appreciate ur parents when they're still around. Love them when u still have the chance. I know this post is a lil bit too much. Contradicting w 'Chill saja' theme. :) But uknow, life isn't always sweet...

Unedited Pixies~

Sigh~ really need photoshop...

Btw, at the mo' im busy going to taklimats/briefings for my "job".. So yeah, i think im not gna be able to update much. :) *streesssing* But im okay~ Mun namanya kraja nitu. Bah see u when i see u.. Salam~