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Tears dripping. Yea, i do cry. This is the other side of my life. Besides being happy ol d time. I do have problems as everyone else jua. So sad, so disapointed, so tired, so entah.. Have u ever had the worse day in ur life? i think mine, today is one of it. Sigh.. Unwanted text msgs sent to me last nite. Then just now argued with mum and dad making the whole house bising.

Have u ever felt misjudged? Hate it when that happend. Worse, have you ever felt how bad you are for arguing with your mom yang kan operation in 3 days? Yeap i know that feeling.. It fcukin hurts and makes u feel ur stupid and ungrateful.

"masa damit ganya ko kan bemanja sama aku, masa basar nda lagi ko pandai ada". This is one of the things what ma said to me when we argued. At that moment, my heart beats faster and tears drippin out more. Yea true i miss being a kid sometyme. Now that ur older, u have more responsiblities and there are some things u are restricted to do w ur mum. But you know ma, I will always love you ma..

Haters, you can shut ur mouth up if u think this post is too much. Appreciate ur parents when they're still around. Love them when u still have the chance. I know this post is a lil bit too much. Contradicting w 'Chill saja' theme. :) But uknow, life isn't always sweet...